sorry im like going insane but like everyone is sooooo goddamn hard on kim for making chay cry and like yeah!! i didn't like it either but like guys, do we really think kim wanted to break both of their hearts so thoroughly???? like do you not think in more just world he would've liked to figure out what makes chay smile and what makes him laugh? do you not think that in a softer world he would've liked to be the cause of chay's happiness????? chay's been in the mafia world for like what? 2 months? what is 2 months of misery compared to kim's entire lived lifetime of misery in that world? kim who has spent his whole life raised as an heir to this goddawful crime syndicate. do you not think that kim, who has fought for every piece of who he truly is, would want to watch this lifestyle constrain and choke chay??? chay who has hopes and dreams and things he wants to do with his life. chay who has friends and people he cares about outside of his brother. in what world would kim allow anything to make chay lose any part of that? is chay the only one allowed to long for that afternoon on the couch? is kim not allowed to ache for it too?
