#khipop

“why? does something happend? y/n?”

“yeah, her.”

“did you fight or something?”

“no we didn’t. even if there is reason, she wouldn’t bring it up.” he hissed. “i’m sad, because of me.”

“you can tell me, and i can give you advice.” he smiled at him. “no matter what, jaewon i am here.”

“i love her, you know that, she know that, my parents know that, everyone know that.” hanbin nodded. “but i feel bad. i truly love her, but i feel like i’m not enough. she deserves better.”

“what do you mean?”

“i’m always working on something. you know album, new drama or some shoots. it does take a lot of my time, and energy. i see by myself, that i don’t get enough my time to her. i see how she is happy when she see me, but also how sad she is when i need to go.” he was now looking at his foot. “i know that she misses me so much, i heard how she was talking with her friend that she is tired. she would want to have more time with me, and other shit.”

“ah, i understand now. but she never tolds you, that she is mad about it?”

“she didn’t have to.” he smiled a little. “she is tired of this relationship, and she is in it by herself. i can’t be with her, and took everything from her, but not giving enough.”

 his words were honest. you weren’t type to say it loud about things that upset you, and jaewon knew it perfectly. he just knew by your actions, that you are hurt.

“so you feel like you are keeping her away on a collar?”

“kinda.”

“i mean.” he stopped. “if that would make you both happy, i feel like you should do it, but think abou it, if you aren’t going to regret it.”

“i am sure.” he wasn’t.

 you were staring at your now ex-boyfriend with doubt in his eyes. you couldn’t quite understand what was going on right now. jaewon just walked in, faced you and tell you, that both of you should break up.

“so that’s how it ends.” you hissed. “i thought that you have genuine feelings for me, as i do to you. but..” you were looking now at pictures in frame at the wall “i was wrong. i gave you my all, but now you want to break up. after this time.”

“listen y/n. i love you, i love you so much.” he held your hands, and you were just looking at his hands. “look at me.” you did. “when you love someone you want this person to be happier, you can let go of this person, if this means that it’s going to be better. that’s what i’m doing. don’t you see, that because of my work it’s not working?” he was right. “i’m tired of see you being hurt deep inside, or how many times you were waiting for me. i’m really sad, that i made you upset. that i made you feel like this.”

“but we can still try. i am not complaining!” you lied. “we could get over this. i could be happy at my own, you know. this wasn’t the worst time. i get used to it. if you just want to break up, cause you bored of me, just say it, and don’t lie to my face bastard.”

“i am not lying, y/n. i truly love you, i really do. but i want you to be happier, and i know that right now i can’t be person, who makes you happy.” his voice break down. “i can take away your happines or freedom, just because i am working, and you are waiting. you deserve the best, and i’m taking it away. i love you, but please let me go, as i let go of you. i think you’ll be happier with someone who can be with you.” tear goes down his cheek. he couldn’t believe his words. “i know it’s sounds harsh, but.. we should get over ourselfs.”

“i see.” you said, and let go of his hands. “i don’t see point in it. i was just trying to be by your side no matter what. but it’s okay. if you want me to be happier, then i will. thank you for last two years, and good times. i hope you won’t treat your next girl the same. i hope you’ll understand, that if someone truly loves you, they’ll wait for you.” you turn around. “but now i agree. goodbye, jung jaewon. get your stuff, and get out of my apartament.”

Kisoek, or better known as Simon D or Ssam D.. AOMG's co-CEO has been your boyfriend for almost two years now.

You moved together after a few months, and you were very excited about it, Kiseok was the first man you lived with and hopefully the last.

The main concern of everybody: your friends, your family and people, in general, was your age.

You were younger than him, you just turned 25 this year and you just finished university, and living with a successful 33-year-old rapper and CEO was thought.

Everybody asked you if it was for money if you were pregnant and whatsoever.. couldn't people just mind their own business?

-Y/N!!

You heard his low sweet voice calling you from the living room, he finished work early today.

He probably brought some food, as he always did when he came home early

-Kisoek!! Bathroom!

You said, letting him know you were in your bedroom's bathroom

Brushing your hair, you kept thinking about your relationship and how he was surrounded by beautiful woman 24/7.

He opened the door and smiled at you

-Ei pretty

-Ei handsome, how was your day?

He walked behind you and hugged you while you kept brushing your hair

-It was good, why are you so pretty tonight? Some special event?

You laughed softly, he was always so kind to you and lovely..

Looking at the mirror, you saw him hugging you, in his fashionable clothes.. you saw how his skin was basically perfect, while yours wasn't, a few spots here and there.

And then you remembered, all the comments under AOMG's photos with him and the dancers, how everybody said they were perfect together, and how you too thought that they fit pretty well.

-What are you thinking?

He asked you while playing with your hair

-Nothing..

-Don't lie!!

He grabbed your shoulders and shook you lightly.

You turned around and faced him, his big and beautiful hazelnut eyes looking at you.

-Do you still love me Kiseok?

-Ahahaah, is that even a question?

-It is..

There was a moment of silence, and he cupped your face smiling brightly and bringing you close

-Why? Don't you love me anymore?

-I do

-Shit you're so cute

You pouted and looked at him, maybe it was all just in your head..

-Babe, what? Something happened?

-No.. just asking

-Of course, I still love you

-Even if I am not beautiful?

-The fuck are you talking about? You are perfect! From head to toe.. you are fucking perfect Y/N!

You could see he was sincere in his tone, he tended to have a stronger accent when he was upset and you just found it hilarious.

-What? Who told you you're not pretty eh? Who do I have to beat?

-Nobody, you silly! I.. I was just saying..

He looked at you and narrowed his eyes.

Suddenly he grabbed your hand and hugged you strongly, his head resting on top of yours

-Kiseok.. move..?

-No.. you silly girl, always overthinking.. it's not like I have the perfect body either, you know. I am short and my arms are weirdly long compared to the rest of my body.

You laughed and he moved his head to face you, a few millimetres away. You could feel his hot breath on your skin.

He got closer and closer but not actually touching you, playfully teasing you

-I just thought you got tired of me and wanted a more sexy woman with curves and stuff..

-How can I get tired of you? And..babe..you do have curves, let me tell ya

Kiseok leaned closer to you, closing the gap slightly, rubbing his nose against yours and biting his lips.

He was so beautiful, and caring and passionate and..just perfect, at least for you.

-You're so pretty Y/N

-Thank why don't you kiss me?

He laughed and immediately kissed you once, twice.. he kept kissing you and laughing until you were wining because you needed to finish to do your stuff and he needed to change.

-Okok, I'll set you free for now just because I need a shower but later.. you are all mine!!

-I am always yours.. you silly old man

-Ya.. you better watch your words

-Or what?