#kav talks

Because I do that, but in a reverse engineering kind of way I guess? I have like no memories of my childhood at all, and very little of my teenage years as well. So I write because I know I used to write as a kid, not because I remember but because I have notebooks full of stories in chickenscratch. I learned how to make teddy bears because there's a few pictures of kid me with a specific teddy that I have no recollection of, but it appears so often and on photos that aren't that old either. I remember why I stopped painting in 2020, but I don't remember how I started or what I used to paint, because all my stuff was thrown away but four paintings; three hung up by my mother that were impersonal school projects, one unfinished I've been carrying for years. I know I used to sculpt because I still have multiple half used clays, I know I used to draw because my family still believes I do and gift me art supplies for birthdays.

I know everyone is moving around right now - but anyone from Twitter that follows me you’re welcome to follow me here if you see this.

I’m trying to find everyone I can too 😭