May 6

Been going through it in my BTS DR, but Jimin made it better this morning 😏 he also came with me to my photoshoot and we made a tiktok dance, to stick it to someone that I'm taken and happier with out him… Jimin dressed up and looked really cute. He had on a light blue cable neck sweater over a white button up and light colored jeans, with his hair half up. 

Then we went out to dinner to the Hard Rock Cafe in LA and I wore the oversized leather jacket that Kookie bought me for my Birthday.

I'm pretty sure we did a live yesterday and I talked to Tae privately. 

May 8

(Love Tumblrs double spacing. 🙄)

So in my BTS DR when I channeled them, Jung kook called Jimin my guard dog lol even though Kookie's the one that's with me practically 24/7. 

Jungkook was just a bit jealous because Jimin went to LA with me, before we went Jimin told him “It's only 5 days you don't need to be attached at the hip, she’ll be fine.”

Jungkook was like, “Then why are you going?!”

Jimin: “Because I was first.” 😏

The trip turned out not to be fine since a certain ex followed me…so I'm glad Jimin was there because Kook probably would have punched him.

As it was Jimin wasn't happy about the interaction with Wolf Boy and had a few choice words for him on live…

But we're back in Korea and I'm feeling better now that I have all my boys with me. 

June 7

It's been awhile because I have been focused on other Kpop DRs but I did mini shift there recently!

Then when I fell asleep I shifted via a dream, I just remember being sad and wanting to go home in the dream to BTS, then I shifted for a moment (where it felt real) and was in a spacious bathroom with tile and a marble countertop that either had black shelves or a back splash idr, with a large mirror edged in gold, the shower which was running, had the frosted sliding glass doors. 

Outside in the hall were closets but the ones that are built in with the drawers underneath and the doors were all mirrored.

I'm pretty sure I was with Jung kook and or Jimin. It sounds like JK's house.

So I've recently come to an awareness, that started off spiritual in nature and dark but turned into something very grounded and healing.

I recently forgave an ex from years ago ,and vice versa, that I thought would never change, that has done some very bad things in his personal life.

I kept having dreams but never thought we'd actually talk again, he disappeared so I thought that was that. Then out of the blue he texted me again, it didn't start off great, I learned some shocking things but then I heard from him again and instead of ending it bitter and blaming one another. We talked, he had changed, had a new better life and I found myself not jealous but happy for him.

It was the best most healing conversations we've ever had, I didn't even need an apology, that was enough. We're friends now and even if we weren't I'd still be content with that.

I'm divulging this because well one my soul wants too and also for anyone out their who may have been dealing with someone whether it be an ex, karmic, soulmate, twin flame ect that is holding onto that past relationship or past hurts, who may assume something about that person that may no longer be true or may even be a misperception, to let that go.

I'm not saying forgive a toxic narcissistic ex or abusive partner, especially if they will never or are not willing to change for themselves. But I am saying give some, not all, persons the benefit of the doubt. They may surprise you.

Some won't and you have to cut those cords or write everything down and get rid of that energy on your own. But some do, that has been shown to me, I always thought people didn't change but hell I change all the time, I am constantly evolving so why wouldn't I think that others couldn't do the same?

It really made a difference for me to,instead of just assuming he was still the same way,though he still has a bit of pride I don't think that'll go away completely, to actually listen to him and talk it out calmly instead of playing the blame game.

That experience turned something dark into something beautiful and healing. So I just hope that other's can experience that as well for themselves, just to be happy for another person, and be happy for yourself and where you're at. Don't let fear or resentment hold you back. As spirit says; It's alot better than holding onto that which no longer serves you.