#justholdingon

I’m a mess

Gotta get out now

Gotta run from this

I’ve been abusing unknowingly Being abused by people claiming to show me Love Teach me the way to go they don’t know I see everything Bottle fed on strategy  When no one sees like you life becomes a game That’s why I don’t bother to learn chess I don’t need practice when I’m at my best off board They say I’m overboard if I do what comes naturally Say what I think You bleed me every time you tell me my masks are the most acceptable expression Maybe that’s why I feel if I lived a slightly different life Less loving parents I’d have no regrets if I put your baby in a blender to see what would happen I surrender I’m falling off track Burning the maps you’ve made me to the land of acceptable behavior I’ve lost my fucks and have no interest in searching, But I’ll peel the skin off my back to shield my family from the cold that results from going through the same damn thing Hurting We wouldn’t be so sociopathic if we were seen. Please be careful if you cross us because in our world Life is but a dream.