#judith yapping

Thanks anon! I didn't want to bother explaining myself unless someone asked so, I dedicate this post to you.

Okay so about wellernoel I'm just so into them cuz I think Paul is the perfect gay match for Noel. Everyday I yearn for them to be husbands lmao, feel like they'd match eachother freak so good. Paul seems to be the service top Noel needs, more dominant and experienced than him! Their age gap is not that big but it's delicious anyways, a whole decade! We could explore Noel's daddy issues with Paul. Imagine a fic where Noel feels like a kid everytime he's with Paul cuz he's actually being taken care of, basically (not sexually at first). Need to read Noel slipping away from Liam's hands as he meets Paul more and more deeply, until he makes his final decision (kind of like in real life but with Sara). That's how I've been feeling about wellernoel! Feel free to send me more ideas about this pairing ♥️🙏🏻

About what else I've been ruminating on, since I posted my last fic the other day I've been feeling more distanced from gcest. Not because I don't like it anymore, but because I'm kiiiinda annoyed with the content lately. It's hard being a bottom Noel truther beyond the sexual role aspects. I can't even talk with some of my friends in the fandom because they're just so rooted into top Noel they won't even discuss it with me haha, I sent something and I was completely ignored in the gc. It's sad, but I understand their preferences. So I'm bored, basically. If you read my last fic you will notice how I like the gcest dynamic truly, with Noel still being the dominant in the relationship, and Liam still feeling vulnerable even while topping. (Also I just can't see Liam bottoming anymore lately, cuz I perceive him sooo straight cis sometimes. He gives me the impression of those dudes that say "is not gay if I'm the one on top" right, mate, whatever you say)

So yeah that's it, sorry if this is annoying for the rest of the fandom. I miss being horny here but I'm just so out of it lately I'm even participating ON TWITTER more, talking about the brothers WITHOUT incest, and making anti gcest mutuals 😭😭😭 I feel like Hannah Montana..best of both worlds!!!