#jrd

Brand new footage!!! (Screaming🥹😭😍)

Why wasn’t I told this exists?

The leather pants!

The hair!

The belt!

The hands!

-please take your time to read this all, thank you....it took me almost a month to complete it-

so first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN RICHARD DEACON ..then, here’s my personal project for him, my “gift”..

(every edit/moodboard made by me)

*Need you loving tonight

...I must be strong so she won't know how much I miss her I only hope as time goes on I'll forget her My bodies aching can't sleep at night...

*Spread your wings

(actually there are two edits for this song, since i love it so much...)

..Fly away far away Pull yourself together 'Cause you know you should do better...

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...He spends his evenings alone in his hotel room Keeping his thoughts to himself he'd be leaving soon Wishing he was miles and miles away...

*I want to break free

..It's strange but it's true, yeah I can't get over the way you love me like you do But I have to be sure When I walk out that door...

*One year of love

..I'm hungry for your touch There's so much left unspoken And all I can do is surrender To the moment just surrender...

last but not least a crossover

*Pain is so close to pleasure x Unsteady (by X Ambassadors)

this one is strange i know, but i got obsessed by both songs for 3 days straight and the time i was listening to Unsteady i was infact thinking about John

...When your plans go wrong - you turn out the light But inside of your mind you put up a fight Where are the answers that we're all searching for...

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...If you love me, don't let go Hold on to me 'Cause I'm a little unsteady..

so now what?

a little explanation, this lil’ project is dear to me and i might go a bit sentimental

Need your loving tonight: concept is clear, unrequired/denied love...or, al least, what i wanted to portrait.

Spread your wings: here we all know what this song means, it was written by John out of frustration(like IWTBF and the two songs are related as a matter of fact) the concept is, someone that finally realized how much is worthy and decide to take “the leap of fate”

I want to break free: same as SYW, i just played around with unsual words and meaning. concept is, someone who discover the world and himself alone after an harsh break-up.

One year of love: this one took me two days to finish, i just wanted to express the distress right. concept is quite sad, a love story that was not meant to be but both will love each other forever.

Pain is so close to pleasure x Unsteady: this one was actually unexpected. concept is: a distress call, soul aching and depression.

that was my interpretaion, of course.

- John...Deaky, i know you will never read those words and i’m ok with that, but i just want to tell you that i love you, i really do and i admire you with every part of myself...

i’m no good with words but i’m good with these silly things called “aestethics/moodboards” so i did that to express how your songs still inspire people in 2019! you literally a genius in everything you do, i do believe that, always believe that!.-

i do really hope you’ll find your true place in this world and you’ll find what you looking for, being it peace or something more ...tangible