This one stalled out because I had a plan, and there were notes, but who knows where I put them. I suspect in a chat with someone on Tumblr that I was friends with, but I can't find who it was. Anyway. The original plot line is finished and posted. It was just supposed to be a fic that got Jonathan out of prison and working with the rest of the gang, but also I remember how excited I was about that episode when it aired, and IMAGINATION WOULD NOT BE CONTAINED. And then after the series was canceled (still weeping) I thought I would write an alternate ending. Except then I didn't. And here we are. So the document just collects random bits and bobs where I got frustrated with the character of the Mystery Woman because I thought her motivation was underdeveloped and fandom wasn't a huge fan of me calling her a twat because you're not supposed to say bad things about fictional women even if they are the bad guy but whatever.
Anyway, it remains shelved.
Snippets (which I think I already shared with you but who knows):
âYou think Sebastian loved Cameron more than me?â Jonathan laughed out loud. âHe never loved anyone half as much as he loved himself. You think he kept Cameron in the spotlight to reward him? He did it to control him. Youâre mad at Sebastian because he didnât think you were good enough? News flash, lady - nobody was!â
He stepped closer to MW, the gun raised. âYou keep telling me that Cameron ruined my life, and I keep telling you, you donât understand. And you donât because youâre just like Sebastian. You donât love anyone or anything as much as you love yourself - except maybe money. When I was with Cameron, I wasnât the one behind bars, he was. He was trapped in a prison that our father had him convinced he loved too much to leave. Cameron Black, without magic? What good would he be then? Where else could he go? What other friends did he have? Nothing, nowhere, and no one. I couldâve walked away at any time, and he wouldâve let me. It wouldâve killed him, but he wouldâve let me. And hereâs the part that you could never understand - if you love someone, really love someone - you do whatever you can to make them happy. Cameron was willing to let me go. And I was willing to stay. Was it perfect? No. But thatâs not what love is. My brother is the only one who ever cared what I wanted. And he is the only one who loved me just the way I was, and never once asked me to change. Just like I never asked him. Conditional love isnât love at all, itâs ownership. Cameron didnât frame me for murder and put me in prison. Cameron didnât blackmail me into helping him commit crime for personal gain. Cameron didnât try to kill me.â
Jonathan racked the slide back on the gun so fast that Kay hardly registered the movement.
âYou, on the other hand. You ruined my life. You ruined his life. And worse, you tried to tell me it was his fault - justâŚâ he took a step closer, other hand coming up to steady the gun, âlikeâŚâ He placed the gun against MWâs forehead. âDad.â
âJonathan,â Kay warned, yanking at the cuffs. âMurder is still murder, Jonathan - youâll be right back to prison - maximum security, Rikers!â
âEvery prison is minimum security to me,â Jonathan dismissed, not moving. âJust like it is to her. If I let her go, if she lives - she just comes back. Like a bad penny. You know it. I know it. She knows it.â