Randomness and spoiler alert;
So after I was in the hospital last Sunday, I was there until Wednesday night, then was at the Johnson unit(psychiatric ward) till Saturday afternoon. I'm on this antidepressant now(doesn't cause weight gain! Thank goodness.) I call it lomo cause I can't remember the actual name for the life of me(no pun intended), it makes me feel kinda adhd, really unfocused sometimes, foggy headed and tired, but I think it's just cause my brain is getting used to it. I like it better than when they had me in lexapro and prozac though. I meet my psychologist on the 17th, and my psychiatrist on the 11th so he can up my meds. I'm doing okay, the hovering of my friends and family is potentially annoying, but I get it. My mum wants me to get a natural doctor too, one that can figure out what vitamins and herbal supplements I need. I'm also getting fitted for running shoes at some point, cause running helps stress, and I have no coping skills towards stress. My official diagnosis wad Depression NOS, because I don't fit into just one category of depression. I decided to try and read a book a week, and right now I'm reading The Fault In Our Stars by John Green(FINALLY!) I'm almost finished with it and boy am I kinda angry at John Green for killing off Augustus! I'm even more peeved that they're making a movie somewhat, it's going to ruin the story in my opinion, they're not going to get certain ticks the characters have right, and they'll leave some of the best parts out and just ughhh. WHY JOHN GREEN?! WHY?! I bought books today, I got: The iron mistress, a revised copy of Hamlet, Sonnets of Shakespeare, Lord of the flies, A scarlet letter, Emma, and Avi the seer of shadows. I have a growing list of books I need to read too. I've also stretched my ears to 1/2", I need to get jojoba oil to thicken my lobes so I can start stretching to an inch.
