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the way johnny would use your body as his own personal pussy-selve. his hands gripping your waist hard enough to leave bruises, using his strength to drag your pussy up and down his cock. his rugged couch in his shack creaking under the weight of his pounding, threatening to break under the pressure.
âKeep your noise down, donât want Nancy and emâ hearinâ us, do we?â
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now that youâve grown accustom to the routineâ him coming home from a âhuntâ and youâre done with your choresâ it was time for you to please his cock. His hand wrapping around your hair and forcing you to bounce on his length, whether it hurt or not. His other hand is too busy playing with your tit as you bounced, his eyes lingering on the jiggling fat of your ass slamming on his abdomen.ïżŒïżŒ
âthere ya go, baby girlâ fuckkkâ keep doinâ ya youâre doinâ⊠if ya know thatâs best for you.â
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in the past, when he first caught you hiding in his shack while the rest of the family chased your friends, he had better plans in mind for you. After all, the way you arched and backed your ass up on his cock was well enough information to tell him you were enjoying every inch of him. his hands tugged at the rope as he pounding into you from behind. he liked how loud were moaning, too bad your friends were having a bad timeâŠ
âHeh, who know youâd be such a good slut? Iâd imagine chuâ would have fought against the ropes⊠Iâm keepinâ you~â
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do i need to elaborate? heâs obsessed with having power over you. he already has your lipstick smeared all over his lips and cheeks from making out and grinding through your clothes on his couch⊠but it doesnât stop him from pushing you down on it, half your body bouncing on the cushions and under his thighs, pinning you in place. his cock casts a shadow on your face, you stick your tongue out for him. a grin spreads across his face as his slaps his length against your tongue, stroking it against your lipsâŠ
âgood girl, keep your mouth open for me, fuckinââ babyâ mmmâŠâ
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oh⊠but when you finally helped kill someone with johnny? ooo, that night was different. his hands grip your ass cheeks as you lay on your stomach. that shit-eating grin lined his face, reminiscing on how you jumped in and actually killed someone that tried to hurt him⊠you helped. you helped provide for the family, his mother accepts you now. everything was okay now. he goes lower and his big, broad hands grip your hips pulling you close as his tongue pushes between your thighs. his tongue was relentlessâ he pulls back and cuddles your hips, leaving kisses along your skin.
âsweetheart, baby, iâm so lucky to have you⊠youâre mineâŠâ
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Another trial. Alucard sighed. He did not know how many trials he had participated in by now, but it was obvious that they were slowly taking a toll on him. Yes, he was only a half-vampire, but even though he would not easily admit it, the truth remained that even he had to feed on blood every once in a while, lest his body would slowly wither and die, like a delicate flower being denied both rain and sunshine. The constant injuries, and deaths, he suffered during the trials only added to his misery and drained what was left of his energy even faster and soon he reached a level that left him struggling to keep himself on his own two feet. He knew he could probably ask one of the other survivors to let him feed on them; in comparison to a full blood vampire he required a rather small amount of blood to sustain himself, but they all needed their strength for their own trials and Alucard would feel selfish for asking them to give up some of their blood and therefore going weakened into their own trials.
And now here he was. The sky above Coldwind Farm was dark, grey clouds blocking out both moon and stars, promising heavy rain in the near future. In the distance Alucard could hear the revving of a chainsaw and a little sigh escaped his lips. Trying to escape from Leatherface was always a challenge, that weapon of his was a deadly and painful tool and the blood loss caused by it did not exactly help Alucard to maintain his strength. The chainsaw was not the only problem though, being in a trial against Leatherface meant that the remaining members of his family had to be nearby as well. He had to be nearby.
Alucard had a complicated relationship with Johnny. He remembered his very first travels, he remembered meeting Johnny for the first time, his charm, the way he pretended to be a survivor and friend, only to reveal his true self and to sacrifice Alucard to the entity in the most gruesome ways. And the worst thing? Alucard couldnât even hold it against him. They were on opposite sides, but both of them had to obey the entityâs rules lest they would be punished and tortured. Yes, Johnny had killed him on more than one occasion, and still Alucard welcomed him to the campfire whenever he stumbled upon the survivorâs little clearing of safety.
Yet, the last person he wanted to see right now was Johnny. Alucard was pale, weakened, could barely keep himself on his feet without stumbling, and he knew he would need his full strength to be able to deal with Johnny. The man was cunning, charming, knew how to use his surroundings to his advantage, but above all he was strong, stronger than one would guess, he was just as deadly as the man with the chainsaw.
Alucard tried to concentrate on the generator before him, but his vision went blurry from time to time, his hands were shaking when he usually was capable of holding them steady with determination. He lifted his head when he heard someone scream in the distance, somebody had already been hooked. And the moment he lifted his head was also the moment he saw something move in the corner of his eye, and even though he managed to dodge the knife aimed at him, he was not fast enough to slip away from the hand that grabbed the fabric of his cloak, yanking him back. Knowing he was too weak to struggle, Alucard accepted defeat easier than usual, letting himself be rolled onto his back and pinned to the ground and soon after he looked up at Johnnyâs handsome face, there already was blood on his clothes and the smell made the half-vampire feel dizzy.
âBe nice and make it quick, will you, Johnny? Donât be cruel tonight.â
As Michael plunges his knife into the soft belly of this blonde woman, he realizes he should have perhaps told Johnny where he was going. Should have let him know he'd be back once he was satisfied, once the itch in the back of his chest was sated. He hadn't thought about communicating his plans with the other man, though. After all, what they have is new, even with how passionate and intense it is. Michael is not accustomed to sharing his thoughts or his plans with anybody, so yes, he ended up just leaving the Sawyer home and taking his mask and jumpsuit with him. It's been nearly twenty-four hours since he left, and though he was planning on making his way back after this, it seems Johnny found him first-- somehow. Michael doesn't know how, considering how stealthy he is and how impulsive his decision had been.
He exhales shakily, pale mask splattered with red as he yanks his knife out of the woman's stomach. She's still alive, barely so, and he follows her gaze to Johnny standing at the doorway of the house that belongs to neither one of them. Michael says nothing, only tilts his head at the other. @johnnysslaughter
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Not with the kind of devotion that could drown a person, that could swallow them whole and leave nothing but an echo of who they used to be.
But Johnny had a way of making you forget things.
How to be cautious. How to hold yourself at a distance. How to see the cracks beneath something beautiful before it was too late.
You met him in the middle of summer, heat thick in the air, the sun beating down on a dusty Texas backroad. You were walking down the long dry road to try and find a place to help fix your broken down car. And then he pulled up.
Leaning out the driverâs side window, that sharp grin stretched across his face, the sun catching the slick shine of his brushed back black hair. âYou look lost, sweetheart.â
His voice was slow, syrupy, each word dragged out in a way that made you listen. You shouldâve been wary, the scar on his face shouldâve said it allâ but back then it was charming and different.
âIâm Johnny. I saw a car ten minutes out from here, was that yours, darlinâ?â You nod your head explaining your situation, looking up at him with pleading eyes.
The way he was looking at you felt like heâd already made up his mindâlike you were something he wanted to keepâ keep you safe. So you got in the truck and since then you never really left.
The sun dipped low on the horizon, casting a warm golden glow over the dry grass of Texas. Johnny knelt beside your car, its hood propped open like a gaping mouth. He was deep in concentration, grease-streaked hands working methodically over the engine, his brow furrowed in determination. âJust a little more adjustinâ here, and sheâll be purrinâ like a kitten.â
You watched, captivated by the way he movedâconfident, almost instinctual, as if he was born to be under the hood of a car. His shirt clung to his muscular frame, his back flexing everytime he tightened a bolt, his gaze flickered to you, and for a moment, you felt his intensity. âYouâre always welcome to lend a hand, yâknow. Itâs good to have company,â he said, the invitation layered with a hint of teasing that made you shiver and look away with a red faceS
âM-Maybe Iâll just get in the way, and plus, you do this for a living?â you asked, trying to keep the mood light, but the way he locked eyes with you sent an unfamiliar chill down your spine. âYes, I do. Anâ I could use the extra hands please.â
And soon, with a final twist of the wrench, he stood up, wiping his hands on a rag and leaving streaks of black against the fabric. âThere! All set. Letâs see how she runs,â he declared, his excitement contagious, as if a fixed car got him excited. As he turned the key and the engine roared to life, a fleeting thought crossed your mindâwhat else was hidden beneath the surface of this charming, mysterious man?
You soon exchanged numbers, a million thank yous, a few flirty glances and that set up the rest of your life.
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Johnny wasnât an easy man to love but fuck did he know how to make you want him.
The way he carried himselfâdeliberate, confident, like he was always five steps ahead of everyone elseâmade him impossible to ignore. He had this charm, the kind that made you lean in closer when he spoke, the kind that made you forget the way his eyes lingered too long on people when he thought no one was watching.
And with you? He was different.
He was soft.
Heâd sneak up behind you, hands sliding slow over your waist, his lips brushing your ear as he murmured, âDamn, you smell good.â Heâd press his forehead against yours when he was tired, exhaling slow, like you were the only thing keeping him grounded. Heâd call you things no one ever had beforeâsweetheart, baby, mineâlike the words belonged to you alone.
So when the small details were starting to show you were observant.
Johnny had a knack for deflecting questions about his past, often dodging your questions. Whenever you pressed him about where he grew up or what he had done before you met, he would flash that charming grin and casually change the subject, as if it was no big deal. One moment, he mentioned his mother but there were two?
Your questions were left with more.
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One afternoon, as you sat together on the couch, the flickering light from the television illuminated the room in a soft glow. Curiosity nagged at you, and you found yourself wanting to know more about Johnnyâs past. You had always sensed there was more to him than the charming persona he presented. With a gentle nudge, you asked, âWhat was your childhood like? Did you have a good relationship with your family?â
For a brief moment, silence hung in the air. His expression darkened, and the playful glint in his eyes was replaced by a cold stare. âWhy do ya wanâ taâ know about that so much?â he snapped, his southern accent drawling harsher and sharper, making you flinch. You hadnât meant to touch a nerve; it was just a question, after all.
Johnny leaned forward, the tension radiating from his face. âChuâ think yaâ can just dig into my past like itâs some kind a game? Itâs not pretty, okay? Just drop it.â His tone was laced with aggression, the way he clenched his jaw and fists showing his frustration.
You could feel the heat of his anger washing over you, a wave of intimidation that made your stomach twist. âI didnât mean to upset you,â you said softly, trying to diffuse the situation.
âUpset me?â he echoed, his voice rising. âYou have no idea what itâs like taâ be me! You think youâre entitled to know every lilâ thing? Iâm not some open book for yaâ to read.â
As he spoke, you noticed the way his body was coiled with tension, his energy shifting from defensive to aggressive in a heartbeat. It was a stark reminder of the very things youâd been trying to ignoreâthe moments when his charming demeanor could so easily turn into something completely different.
Realizing you had ventured too far into territory he wasnât ready to share, you held up your hands in a gesture of peace, feeling the urge to retreat from the sudden confrontation. âI just wanted to understand you better,â you said softly, wishing to calm the storm that had erupted between you.
But Johnny remained unyielding, the anger in his eyes dimming slightly, yet still lingering like a dark cloud overhead. âWell, maybe some things are better left in the past. You should respect that.â His voice softened, but the warning in it was unmistakable. The tension lingered, leaving you wondering just how deep his scars ran and how much of his past he was truly willing to shareâor hide. To relive the tension in the air you look back at the TV, seeing missing people on the news, and you let you a sigh, âAll these missing people are making me feel sickâŠâ He let out a chuckle grabbing his beer on the near by coffee table, âPeople die everyday, babe. Thatâs just how it goes.â
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The inconsistencies in his timelines nagged at you, but you had wrapped it up to the conclusion that he didnât like his childhoodâŠ
Hell, maybe thatâs why heâs always had a knife on him, its cold metal glinting ominously whenever he moved in the light. At first, you thought it was just a quirky habit, something that made him seem rugged and stoic.
âWhat, are you expecting someone to attack us in our own kitchen in the middle of the day?â You asked. He would often joke about it, saying, âChuâ never know when trouble might come knockinâ.â But as time went on, the constant presence of the knife began to unsettle you. It was tucked into his belt when he went out, resting on the kitchen counter when he cooked, and even slid under his pillow at night sometimes. The way he handled it sent shivers down your spine.
But the biggest problem you had with Johnny is that he would disappear some nights, returning hours later, smelling faintly of something metallic⊠oil?
Once, you saw dirt caked under his nails, trailing up his forearms. You asked him where heâd been. âJust out,â he said, flashing that lazy grin. âGot into a little trouble at work, is all.â The smell of perfume filled the air but an scent of unfamiliar cologne joined the air too that was definitely not hisâ could be all the people he was around at his job.
So you let it go.
One night, you woke up to find him sitting at the edge of the bed, staring at you. The moonlight caught the sharp angles of his face, his jaw tight, his hands flexing against his knees. You blinked, your voice thick with sleep. âJohnny?â His lips twitched into a smirk, but something in his eyes was unreadable.
âJust watchinâ ya dream, baby,â he murmured, reaching out to brush his fingers along your cheek. A chill skated down your spine. But you smiled anyway. Regardless of what you felt, you knew he meant good⊠but deep down, you already knew something wasnât right.
The next night you learned the truth, the air is thick with the scent of rain, heavy and humid, clinging to your skin as you lie awake in bed, staring at the ceiling. The house is silent except for the occasional groan of wood settling, the distant sound of wind pressing against the windows. Johnny was gone and it was lateâ a little too late.
But that, in itself, isnât unusual. It doesnât shock you when he decides to stay at the mechanic shop in town late at night trying to fix the dozens of vehicles in line to get fixed. But tonight, something feels different. Maybe itâs the way the wood creaked through the cracks in the house, or maybe itâs the strange heaviness in your chest, a weight that has been pressing against you for months now, slowly growing stronger, harder to ignore.
Was he cheating? No, he couldnât beâŠ
You sit up, rubbing your arms as if to shake off the unease curling around your spine, but the feeling doesnât go away.
You donât want to be the kind of person who snoops, donât want to be the kind of person who questions Johnny when heâs never given you a reason to doubt himânot reallyâbut the thought plants itself in your mind, firm and unrelenting. You hesitate for only a moment before slipping out of bed, stepping carefully across the creaky wooden floorboards.
Maybe getting a little bit of air outside would help.
The house is dark as you make your way to the back door, barely illuminated by the dim glow of the moon filtering through the windows. The smell of the soup you had saved for Johnny you made for dinner lingering in the kitchen drifts past you, making you sigh. Outside, the yard stretches out into endless black, the distant tree line swaying in the wind, casting long, skeletal shadows across the damp grass.
And thatâs when you see itâJohnnyâs truck, parked farther away than usual, close to the old shed at the edge of yâallâs property, the driverâs side door hanging slightly open.
Johnny never parks his truck like that. Never far away and openâŠ
Your heartbeat picks up as you step onto the porch, the cold texan air nipped at your face. The wooden planks cold beneath your bare feet. You hesitate, half tempted to turn back, to crawl under the blankets and pretend you never got up in the first place. But your feet keep moving down the steps, down the path of your garden, slow and hesitant, carrying you across the yard and across the property. The damp grass soaking through the thin fabric your pajamas was unpleasant but you werenât stopping over some wet cloth.
Walking down the long path of the dirt road, all the way to the edge of the property to the old shed, you couldnât help but tell yourself that maybe this was a bad idea. You could still go back inside to the warm soup you had prepared, rid yourself of cold needles poking your bare feet and cuddle with your blankets but⊠when you did reach the truck, you see it immediatelyâa large, worn duffel bag slung across the passenger seat, the zipper barely closed, something dark spilling out over the edge.
Your breath catches, fingers twitching at your sides as you stare at it, mind racing with possibilities you donât want to entertain.
But you have to look.
With trembling hands, you reach out and pull the zipper down, just enough to push aside the fabric.
The first thing you see is a small delicate locket, could it be a gift he was going to give you? It was the kind a woman would wear, its chain snapped as if it had been ripped from someoneâs neck. Opening up the locket, you donât see you⊠you see a random women, blonde and happy.
Was he actually cheating?
Turning the locket around, the surface is smeared with something dark, something rust-colored, something that your mind refuses to name. You swallow hard, your pulse hammering against your ribs, and dig a little deeper.
âNoâŠâ You whispered.
A scarf, torn at the edges. A sliver bracelet, more fit for a man, the kind that wouldnât fit around your wrist but definitely not Johnnys style.
IDs. A small, zippered pouch filled with driverâs licenses, seven in total. Different names. Different faces. Four of them, men. Three of them, women. You sucked in a sharp breath, your chest tightening, your pulse a frantic drum against your ribs.
And then something slipped from inside the pouchâa polaroid.
The breath left your lungs.
It was a man and woman tied up, their faces tear stained and unmoving. Their eyes stared into oblivion, their souls gave up. If that wasnât worse, a visible wound was peaking at the camera spilling out of the manâs side.
Your hands begin to shake.
The realization comes slow, creeping in at the edges of your mind, twisting into something suffocating. You stare down at the collection of trinkets, at the evidence of people, at the undeniable proof of something that cannot be explained away.
Johnny wasnât cheating.
He was hurting people.
Your stomach lurches violently as you try and properly shove everything back into the bag as quick as possible, and you stumble back from the truck, hands trembling, breath coming too fast, too shallow. You try to tell yourself thereâs another explanation, that this isnât what it looks like, that thereâs some kind of reasonable, logical reason for why Johnny would have these thingsâbut you already know there isnât.
Because deep down, you always knew something was wrong.
And now you have proof.
Before you can think about what to do next, the air shifts behind you, and you feel it before you hear itâthe presence of someone watching.
Footsteps crunch against the wet grass, slow and deliberate, and every muscle in your body locks up as a shadow stretches over you, long and familiar, swallowing you whole.
You donât want to turn around, donât want to confirm what you already know, but your body moves on instinct, reacting before your mind can catch up. You step towards the truck again, grabbing the near by beer bottles on scattered on the truck floor. One, two, three bottles. You turn and there he is.
Oh my god⊠was he watching the whole time?
Johnny stands a few feet away, his boots caked with mud, his damp shirt clinging to his skin, darkened in places you donât want to look too closely at. His dark brown hair is messy, strands sticking to his forehead, but his expression is what sends a chill down your spine. He isnât angry. He isnât shocked. If anything, he looks amused.
Like he was waiting for this moment.
Like he knew youâd find out eventually.
His head tilts slightly, lips curling into a slow, easy smirk as he watches you, his sharp eyes flicking from your face to the open duffel bag, then back to you. His hands are relaxed at his sides, fingers flexing slightly, and something about the movement makes your stomach twist in knots.
You donât realize youâre shaking until he takes a slow step forward, and your body reacts on instinct, feet stumbling backward, hands curling into fists around one of the bottle.
Johnnyâs smirk widens slightly as he closes the distance between you, his voice low, smooth, the drawl as thick as honey.
âSomethinâ wrong, sweetheart?â
The words are casual, almost teasing, as if this is just another late-night conversation, as if he doesnât already know exactly what you saw.
You try to speak, but your throat is too tight, your mind racing through a thousand different responses, a thousand different ways to react, but none of them feel right.
You look at the beer bottles in your hand.
Because what the hell are you supposed to say to the man you love when you realize heâs a monster?
Johnny watches you for a long moment, and then he does something that makes your blood run coldâ He laughs. When he looks at you again, thereâs something almost fond in his expression, something that makes your stomach twist into an even tighter knot.
âYou really shouldnât be out here this late,â he murmurs, stepping closer, his voice taking on that familiar, lazy warmth, the kind that usually makes you melt. âItâs too cold out here, youâre shakinâ.â His hand sits on his hip, on his knife⊠with his head tilting in curiosity.
You donât move. Canât move. Because you canât stop yourself from thinking of every possiblyâ if you run, he might chase you. If you fight, heâll win. And if you scream, no one will hear you. So you do the only thing you can.
You raise your bottle handling wrist in the air and force yourself to breathe. You force your body to relax, even as your heart slams against your ribs, even as every instinct tells you to run. You lift your chin, swallowing hard, meeting Johnnyâs gaze with as much steadiness as you can manage.
You smile, âNo Johnny, I was looking for you and figured Iâd help clean your truck.â
Barely there, barely audible, but just enough to make his smirk soften, just enough to make his hazel gleam with something like approval.
Just enough to keep yourself innocent in his eyes.
The drive back down the gravel weaving path you two had spent weeks making to the house is quiet. Johnny hums softly under his breath, one hand resting lazily on the steering wheel, the other draped over his knee, fingers tapping against the denim of his jeans. His posture is relaxed, completely at ease, like nothing is wrong. Like you didnât just find proof of something horrible.
The truck bumps along the uneven dirt road, the tires crunching against gravel, but the only sound in the truck is the low crackle of the radio, playing some country song you canât focus on. Your hands are clenched together in your lap, knuckles white, nails digging into your skin, trying to anchor yourself to something like there wasnât a spiral of thoughts screaming inside your head. It didnât help much when the duffel bag is touching your feet on the truck floor.
You should say something. You should confront him but you donât. You canât bring yourself to it. What would that change?
You glance at Johnny from the corner of your eye, at the way the dim glow of the dashboard casts shadows across his sharp features. His dark brown hair falls messily over his forehead, his lips still curled at the edges in that easy, knowing smirk, like heâs waiting for you to break the silence first. Like heâs curious about what youâll do next.
Grease stains decorated his worn out jeansâ could it really be grease? The scar on his face, he might be lying to you about how he got that, too. Your stomach twists painfully thinking about it, you lean away for a moment trying not to lose yourself in your head.
Johnny isnât stupid, no matter how much he plays up the carefree charm. Heâs watching you, even if he doesnât make it obvious, gauging your reaction, measuring every little shift in your expression, every nervous flicker of your fingers.
And you donât know what heâll do if you give him the wrong reaction. So you keep your mouth shut because you donât know what happens if you donât.
The truck goes around to the front of the house, rolls to a stop, and for a long moment⊠neither of you move.
You feel his gaze on you, sharp and heavy, waiting for something. Instead, you swallow hard, forcing your voice, âWell? Letâs get inside.â You open the door as swiftly and calmly as you could and step out with a slight pep in your fake step. You lightly hum as you listened to his turn off the truck and do the same.
You didnât sleep that night.
Johnny lays beside you, one arm slung over your waist, his body radiating warmth. His breathing was slow, steadyâcompletely at ease. Like he hadnât maybe spent this night taking someoneâs life. Like he hadnât kissed and held your face with blood still under his nails.
Your mind messed with itself, rethinking every moment you two shared, every laugh, every touch. Could someone like him really be capable of this?
Yes.
But thenâ
He loves you.
Then the next few weeks were torturous.
You played your part well. Smiling when Johnny expected it, keeping your voice light, pretending that everything was the same. But it wasnât.
How could it be?
Every touch made your skin crawl. Every whisper of sweetheart or mine felt like a chain tightening around your throat now. You knew too much. But the worst part wasnât just knowingâ it was not knowing what to do.
For two years, Johnny had been everything to you. He made you laugh with his charming antics. You remembered the way he used to tuck you into his side after a long day, ignoring the label of him being âjust a friendâ hiding in his farm house back at his home. His warmth seeping into your skin, his hand absentmindedly tracing patterns on your arm. You remembered his voice, that teasing, cocky lilt that could make your heart race in a way you once found exciting.
Could someone like Johnny really love? Had it all been a lie? The thought made you sick. But then there were momentsâsmall onesâthat made you wonder.
âYouâve been different lately,â he murmured, his voice slow and measured.
Your pulse stuttered. âWhat do you mean?â You put down the knife, swiping the cut strawberries into a bowl and turn around⊠only to see heâs already standing behind you.
He hummed, dragging his fingertips to your wrist. His grip tightened just slightly. âQuieter. Distracted.â His hazel eyes searched yours, narrowing as his hand gripped your wrist in a tight squeeze. âIs there somethinâ youâre not tellinâ me?â
Your breath caught.
Did he know?
You forced a laugh, leaning up to kiss him, swallowing your fear between your lips.
âNo,â you whispered and peck his lips, but his body didnât budge. His hand let go of your wrist as you turned around hoping heâd give you any sign that heâs let it go. His head rests on your shoulder and wrapped his arms around your waist, âMâkay.â Is all he said before kissing the back of your head and leaving the room. For now, he seemed to believe you.
But things did change after that.
Johnny watched you more closely. His touches lingered too long, his words held unspoken weight. One evening, he brushed your hair back, tilting your chin up. His grip was just a little too firm, his fingers warm against your skin. âYou ainât ever leavinâ right, darlinâ?â He asked under his breath.
And you knew, then, that you could never leave. Johnny wasnât just dangerous, he was watching too.
You stood at the sink that night, gripping the edges so tightly my knuckles turned white. Just a few moments ago you were leaning into his touch promising that you werenât going to leave him and now youâre rethinking your life choices.
You still could walk away. You could turn him in. But the thought of itâthe thought of Johnny knowing, of him coming for you in the darkâchilled you to the bone. More than that, the thought of losing him did something worse.
Just months before your third year anniversary it became more obvious to Johnny that you knew everything, and he was never going to bring it up and neither were you.
It was a silent game, one where the rules were unwritten but deeply understood. You carried on like nothing had changed, like the world hadnât shifted under your feet the moment you unzipped that duffel bag. You laughed when Johnny cracked a joke, kissed him when he pulled you in, played the part of the woman who loved him.
Because, in a way, you still did.
How could you not, after all these years? After all the whispered affections, the late-night drives with his hand resting warm on your thigh, the way he made you feel like you were the only thing in the world that mattered?
So you ignored it. Blissfully. Desperately.
And Johnny?
Johnny accepted it with quiet amusement, as if this was the outcome he had expected all along.
There was something almost fond in the way he looked at you now, like he was proudâpleased that you had seen the truth and stayed anyway. He had no reason to coax you into compliance, no reason to explain himself or offer any sort of justification. You hadnât run and that told him everything he needed to know.
So he didnât press. Didnât ask. Didnât so much as mention what had happened that night by the truck.
Instead, he kissed your temple when he came home late, murmured a soft, âMissed you, sweetheart.â He held you tighter when you stirred in your sleep, warm and possessive, like you were something worth keeping safe.
Despite everythingâ despite the horror, despite the blood on his handsâpart of you still loved him.
And that part? It was winning.
He pulled you into his lap, his hands warm and steady on your waist, Johnny tilted his head, studying you with something close to admiration.
âYouâre real good at pretendinâ, sweetheart,â he murmured, his lips just barely grazing your temple.
Then he smiled, easy and content, like he knewâlike heâd always knownâthat you werenât ever gonna leave. What would even happen if you left, would you make it?⊠Time flies and now your third year anniversary with him⊠What the hell are you going to do?
Johnny isnât the comforting typeâ not vocally at least. In the beginning, he just turned onto his back and lit up a cigarette. You didnât blame him, you didnât know each other fully yet of course⊠it was all lust before the love. If he started to likeâ even love you heâll hold you while you quivered from the pounding he just gave you.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
His arms. He worked hard for themâ working on cars, working out, he was a mechanic in his free time⊠killing people that talked to you a little too muchâ he needed those strong arms. They got rid of most of his problems.
He loved your hipdips. He loved rubbing them with his dirty hands under your sundress as you made sandwiches and lemonade for him after a hard day of working on your car. His rough large hand were able to grip them as your body slammed down onto his cock, giving you leverage and aid in pleasing him.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Itâs not enough to cum in youâitâs about keeping it there. He likes filling you up until itâs dripping out of you and then shoving it right back in with his fingers. His head tilts, a crooked grin pulling at his mouth as he watches you squirm.
âLook at that, sugar. Leakinâ all over the fuckinâ floor. Youâre gonna keep every drop for me, yeah?â
And if you canât? Heâll press his palm flat against your pussy, his rough fingers curling up to make sure youâre stuffed full and crying his name all over again.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Heâs been in your house. Before you ever knew his name. Before he ever touched you, he knew where you kept your panties, what lotion you wore, and how you bit your lip when you read those filthy little romance novels at night. That diary? He didnât just read itâhe memorized it. That first night he had you crying under him, moaning about being choked and ruined? He wasnât guessing. He knew every dirty fantasy youâd written down. And he plays them out exactly how you wantedâjust to watch you realize you never stood a chance against him.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyâre doing?)
He is very experienced. He was⊠experimental in his younger age. As he got more handsome there was more girls on him like fleas. Youâd assume he took advantage of this, of course.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Cowgirl. He loved the idea of knowing that even if you were on top he could still have more power over the whole situation. However, if you decided to do something youâll regretâ trying to slap that beautiful ass of hisâ you will have your face in a pillow and your ass being pounded. And his most favorite, doogystyle, he loves watching the way your ass and tits recoiled with the snap of his hips, the control he has over your body. the memory of his dick sliding in and out of your pussy lives in his head. he loves it even more when you push back into himâ do it, you womt regret it~
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Expect no funny moments when you get Johnny in the mood. When heâs horny, everything else in the world is radio silent in his head. Even if you tried cracking a joke heâd probably wipe that smile right off your face by slapping your ass and slamming his lips onto yours. But I know youâd gladly kiss him back, wonât chuâ?
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Heâs fairly well kept. He cares about his looks! He doesnât let anything get too out of hand, but he will make sure that it isnât bare either. The bare skin freaks him outâŠ
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Everything else seems nonexistent. His energy is so dominating and rough that your body just gives yourself to him.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He rarely masturbates, but thereâs been a few times he has. Once, he sat in the corner of your bedroom at night when you didnât even know he was there, stroking himself while you slept. He was watching you, whispering under his breath how good youâd look on your knees for him, even in those moments.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Possession. Fear. He loves that wide-eyed look you give him when you realize youâre too deep and thereâs no way out. His biggest thrill is knowing youâre scared of what heâs capable ofâand still, you stay. Thatâs real loyalty. Or maybe itâs just survival.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He will do it anywhere. He doesnât care if his family walks in, he doesnât care if he fucked you in front of a dead body. As long as he can have his hands on you? He does not care.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Killing. Thatâs what drives himâwhat keeps the blood in his veins hot and his cock even harder. And when itâs over? When his hands are slick with blood, splattered up his arms, drying in streaks across his chest?
Thatâs when he finds you. He doesnât even bother cleaning up. Doesnât waste time with words. He drags you down to your knees, one blood-slicked hand tangled in your hair, the other fisting his cock already hard and throbbing.
This is his release. Your lips stretched around him, blood smearing against your cheeks where his fingers grip too tight. He killed for it. He earned it. And you? You take him down your throat like you know exactly what heâs done⊠and exactly why youâll never tell him no.
N = No (something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
Thereâs bold⊠and then thereâs stupid.
And the stranger in the diner? He was both. Eyes raking over you like he didnât care that Johnny was sitting right there, an arm draped over the back of your chair, his fingers tracing lazy circles on your shoulder as a silent warning. But that bastard had the nerve to ignore itâleaned right over the counter with that cocky grin and said, âHey sweetheart, a pretty girl like you shouldnât be sittinâ with a guy like him.â
Johnny didnât say a word. Just smiled slow and easy like a loaded gun being cocked. Later that night, the man found out exactly what that smile meant.
He was tied to a chair in Johnnyâs basement, wrists bound tight, chest heaving with panic. And right thereâright in front of himâJohnny had you. Bent over the workbench, dress shoved up to your waist, panties torn clean off.
âYou wanted a show, didnât ya?â Johnny growled low against your ear, his teeth grazing your skin. âWanted to see what itâs like to really have her? Youâre gonna watch, âcause thatâs the only way youâll ever get close.â
And the next day? That man was gone. No questions asked. No trace left. Just a sick, twisted memory burned into your mind every time Johnny pulls you closeâŠ
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
While he loves eating you out and watching you squirm beneath his tongue and feeling your thighs squeeze around his head, he enjoys getting blowjobs unshamfully more. He loves the way you would take all of him at once, and the feeling of your warm mouth all around his hard cock. He likes how your eyes teared up when placed his hand on the back of your head and slowly guiding you deeper and deeper onto his dick. The way your hair got messy while doing it made you seem like something out of the porn magazine he used to look at. Donât even get him started on when you licked the underside of his dick while staring up at him with those pretty little eyes, he will make sure his tip kisses your cervic when he fucks you.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
This man loves it fast and rough. He just really fucking enjoys pounding into you more than anything. But, if you really impressed him and made him proudâ like killing someone for the first timeâ his touch is as gentle as a butterfly. His lips slightly graze your skin as his rough fingers rubbed your clit in slow circles.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Loves them. He lives for way your tits looks in that milk maid dress, lives for the way you gasp and whine when his fingers go under your dress, lives for the sheer joy of how your fingers frantically grasp at his belt to fuck in the bathroom of his mothers place. God forbid if Nancy heard you too⊠Youâd be out of the bathroom in the nick of time before Nancy notices anything.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Abso-fuckinâ-lutely. He loves taking risks, it gets him going. He constantly almost gets caught killing peopleâ he loves the thrill. Johnny will definitely take risks. The thought of being caught almost exhilarates him. Almost. But the idea of the man that tried to swipe you off your feet was the same man hearing Johnny slam his hips on your ass in bathroom? Oh~ He loves that.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
He can go for a couple rounds until he finally gets tired out, and he can definitely last a while too. Thatâs actually very surprising because of how much he smokes. But the last round will always be him pumping him warm thick cum into your aching pussy. It gives him a strong sense of pride knowing youâre walking around with his cum in you.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Collars. He would love to put a collar around your pretty lilâ neck. Some of the leather collars hes collected has engravements of âJohnnysâ Propertyâ, and âJohnnysâ lilâ Slutâ. He loved pulling the metal chain, forcing you to sit in his lap. Tugging on the chain he manipulated your body into bouncing on his cock, when youâd cum heâd tighten the collar to overstimulate you, of course. He loved when you bounched your ass onto his length as he tugged on the chain too.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Your whole relationship is unfair, what did you expect? You donât get to tease Johnny, if you somehow did⊠Sometimes heâll go along with your teasing. He thought it was cute how you thought you were the one in control. You better hope youâll be able to sit down due to the hand prints on your ass cheek later.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Grunts and growls echo in the shack. He loves dirty talking to you, âLike that? Like that you dirty whore? Who knew youâd be so⊠fuckinââ Mmhâ slutty?â With how much he smokes his mental pain away, he huffs and pants more than heâd like, his lungs are slightly given out⊠it sounds really hot when heâs out of breath at least.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
When you drink with him? Oh, he will make out with you. He loves the taste of your tongue when youâve drunken his favorite alcohol. He loves the way you in your drunkened state sloppy grabs at his shirt and how your tongue rolls out only for him to lick yours back up. By the time yâall jaws are weak from making out youâve both passed out on his couch.
X = X-ray (letâs see whatâs going on under those clothes)
His cock is fat, around 5 1/2 inches and even though he isn't abnormally big, the way he's gets balls deep into you makes it feel like he's fucking huge, pushing against your cervix at all times. The girth though, fuck, it stretches out your pussy so much, it hurts every time but when the pain subsides? Youâre gripping his hair as your calves rest on the back of his ass pushing his hips closer to yours.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
His sex drive is through the roof, by the time you were pulling your panties back up after a quickie his cock was already standing tall once again. The amount of times heâs grabbed your shoulders pushing you down to your knees to fix his raging boner has been⊠way too many times. âWhat can I say? Itâs your fault. Wonât chuâ fix it for me, sugar?â
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He wonât fall asleep, itâs very rare that he doesnât. The only times he will fall asleep is if you too were drunk of your minds. He has chores to do around the property, as much as heâd love to cuddle you he has to make sure his mother doesnât kill you because to her youre a âdistractionâ⊠at least youâre a pretty distraction.
just thinking about how johnny would make a last minute decision to kidnap you after just meeting you in a bar. you were just too pretty for him to not try. being forced into his truck at knife point you had no choice but to go along with himâ he had plans with you after all.
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âooo, i knew chuâd be a great fuckinâ cock sucker.â
in the dim light of a basement, you found yourself on your knees looking up at the man that kidnapped youâ and you realized the thoughts in that bar were right: those looks of his were too good to be true. the chill from the cement floor nipping at your skin. your whines are muffled with his cock, his groans being muffled behind his bared teeth. the rough ground on your knees was agnostic, but the cock in your mouth was fucking beautiful. he pulls it out, your mouth releasing from your lips with a pop,
âplease,â you plead, âjust let meââ
âlive? just keep suckinâ my cock like how chuâve been doinâ and maybeâŠâ he smirked as his yellow gloved hand caressed your chin. slowly, johnny dragged the tip of his cock against your lips, looking down at you with lust in his eyes.
before you could speak again his other hand tightens around your hair and without hesitation, johnny harshly pushed his cock into your mouth, rushing past your lips until the tip slammed against the back of your throat. the swift, sudden action made you gag, choking around the girth of his cock. your hands reached up to hold onto his thighs, gripping onto him for life as his hips pushed deep within the tight cage of your throat.
he uses your chin and hair to drag your head along his length, his knees bending to get a better angle. while gagging on his length your mascara runs down your cheeks.
âangel,â he chuckles, âyouâre tearing up.â
even if your eyes were blurry and your mind was fogged, you couldnât help but notice the arousal pooling between your legs.
âlemme see,â he trails off with no context. he leans over your body with his cock still in your mouth. your eyes widen when you suddenly felt his hand lift your dress up and he slaps your ass. you let out a muffled yelp but he continues to slap your ass, grabbing the fat while thrusting his length in your mouth. your hand comes up to push away but his other hand was still against your head. you cough on his cock and he pulls out,
âaww, couldnât handle it, sugar?â his body retreats back up to see your sobbing face, make up ruined, and your chin covered in drool.
âp-pleaseâŠâ You coughed out, âanything, iâll do anythingââ
âi know, chuâve been doinâ goodâŠâ he praised, fixing your hair, âi think iâm startinâ to like ya.â
you open your mouth again to permit him to keep going, if him getting his pleasure meant you got to leave, then you were going to do it. at least johnny wasnât the worst looking person youâve ever given a blowjob to... besides, he was⊠fuck.
he smiles at your mumbling begs and slaps his cock on your tongue. He pushes you down onto the ground, and straddles your chest. he slaps your cock on your mouth again and you open it once more. with a simple chuckle he thrusts his cock against the back of your throat again. the back of your head hits the concrete floor with a thud, you gag and your chest hiccups.
âfuckinâ your throat like a pussy, takinâ every single inch.â
just when you thought you were about to throw up from how much youâve been gagging, johnny pulled himself from your mouth once again. air rushed into your lungs, so suddenly that you choked and gasped to stabilize yourself, hands shaking as your elbows held yourself up. however, before you could fully retract air and take control of your breathing, johnnys hands held your head up, johnny jammed his cock back in your throat again.
this repeats and repeats until he leans his body over your head and he was at his end. his balls rest against your chin as his cock fully bulged in your throat. he lets out a loud groan, his arms shaking as he held himself up. your throat filled up with his climax, and your hand comes up to grip his thigh with a strangled whimper. he exhaled as he slowly took out his cock out of your mouth and slowly standing up, still above you. your body jerks foward, you swallow all of it but cough after, turning over to grip your throat.
âdamn,â he gets up, cum dropping from his tip onto your cheek, âholy shit, girl.â he huffed. he lets out a loud laugh, âiâm keepinâ you!â
âwhat?!â you cough out, immediately trying to get up and run in the opposite direction but johnny snatches the back your dress and slung you backward onto the floor. he drags you down the hall. you regain your balance however and get back onto your feet.
âthat wasnât the deal!â you yell, trying to grip your dress back frantically.
âsugar,â he chuckled, throwing you into a room effortlessly, âthe deal was to keep you alive, not that i was gonna let chuâ go,â he corrected, he looks away as he made put his hand down his pants to readjust himself, âletâs say you pleased me a lilâ too muchâŠâ he said under his breath.
when you landed onto the floor, you couldnât help but laugh in anger. you turn back to him, sitting on your elbows with your legs spread. your dress rode up your thighs and johnnys grin gets bigger.
âand,â his eyes darted to your spread legs, âya seemed to really like it too.â he turns around and shuts the door, locking it.
confused by his comment, you looked between your legs, to your panties; a wet soaked patch laid upon the fabric. you instinctively close your legs and shove your dress down.
âyou canât leave me here!â you yell.
you heard a laugh rip through the basement, âi already haveâ for now!â