Easthies was half tempted to close the door immediately when he saw Utowin’s face, he knew the man well enough to know why he was here: probably to make sure Easthies was okay, though before he could react on his impulse, his fellow Knight pushed himself past the deputy captain and into the room. Easthies had no other choice but to let out a weak sigh before he eventually closed the door. With Utowin still inside.
The gaze of his red eyes rested on Utowin’s form, he couldn’t help but check the other man for injuries himself; he did notice the scratches, and the minor burn. Easthies wondered if it hurt and if his companion had bothered to get himself a soothing salve for it. He wondered if the man ever bothered to care for himself as much as he seemed to care for Easthies. Returning to his desk he was dumbstruck for a moment when Utowin presented him two items, one in each hand.
I did not forget those painkillers, Easthies wanted to say, but he bit his tongue. He did not intend to take those painkillers, he hated how groggy they made him feel, he hated how they slowed his mind when he needed to be focused at any given time. If he could not handle the ache of a broken wrist, then he was not fit to hold the position of Deputy Captain anyways. He needed his fellow Knights to be able to rely on him, always, and with no exception. Easthies simply did not have time to rest.
“Thank you”, Easthies said eventually, doing his best to sound casual, unbothered, when in reality he almost felt ashamed how well Utowin knew him. The Deputy Captain of the Knights Moralis had an unreasonable weakness for flan, which was often the only reason he accompanied the others to the Dining Hall in the first place, otherwise he often skipped meals or took them in the solitude of his quarters.
“But there was no need”, Easthies added, watching Utowin placing both items on his desk, knowing Easthies could not turn a blind eye to them. “You know I keep field rations on me at all times.”
Part of him wished that Utowin would finally leave so Easthies could drown himself in misery and anger about his own shortcomings today. The other part of him, as embarrassing as it was, felt oddly warm knowing Utowin was this concerned about him. Or maybe Utowin was just concerned if he could still fulfill the duties of a good Deputy Captain.
“My wrist is fine”, Easthies lied easily and his wrist promptly responded with another wave of sharp pain that made the stubborn man hiss quietly. To be betrayed like this by one’s own body. How truly infuriating that was. He did not want to talk about it. He did not want Utowin to see him struggling and in pain. How was he supposed to be someone Utowin willingly followed into battle if an injury like this slowed him down?
Easthies hummed quietly as he turned to Utowin, then he lifted his hand, the uninjured one, to take ahold of the other Knight’s chin. He locked eyes with Utowin for a moment, the gaze of his red eyes incredibly calm but firm, then he turned Utowin’s face to the side to get a better look at the injury on his neck. It was a burn, but with how well the healers at the healing spire worked, he was confident there wouldn’t even be a scar once this injury has healed. Good.
“You did well, taking the witches down today”, Easthies said, focusing on the sound of his own voice so he could ignore the loud beating of his racing heart. “But it is no good if you risk your own well-being in the process.”