My love, 

Tonight I am thinking about you, praying for you which I find unusual at times like this. It is always my prayer that you will stand up for Jesus in the most difficult times of your life.

I understand there will be times when we will have shortcomings or even seasons where our walk with Christ will be tested but know that he is interceding for you, know that Christ is always on your side and that God will never leave you unattended.

Beloved, beloved... my greatest desire is that you will point people to Christ, you will talk more about him and spend more time with him. I have no idea of what you are going through right now, who you are and where you are coming from but the only idea of you that I have is that God has already established a connection between the two of us through our relationship with Jesus Christ and soon enough, if we are both ready in all of our life's aspect, I believe God will bring you in without me manipulating the situation. And I will be guarding my heart from this point forward, until God gives us both the go signal - until He confirms and everyone else around us: (pastors, parents, godly friends and mentors. )

For now at this age, I doubt we are both ready because I am not  - so that means we have a long way to go - but if ever He brings you in, that will have to wait - let us trust His timing - that will have to take a heart that is trusting God with everything He says. I believe our love story will be a testimony to generations, an inspiration to the youth, to the broken and the hopeless.

My man, I am so hidden in God's heart that I have decided to stop looking for you and to start waiting on Him so if ever that time comes, I believe He will confirm. I have been praying, and I believe, you too are. I can't wait for us to meet in the future, to exchange stories, to serve our King together, to sing His songs and play music for the expansion of His Kingdom.

During this season, let us soak ourselves in His presence, let us get ourselves lost in His love that only through His love shall then will we be able to find each other. For the mean time, I will allow the Holy Spirit to mold me, spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and of course, physically.

I have the greatest desire to become the best for you, even though I have had my own share of failures and heartaches in the past that might hurt you, and for that I just want to apologize. What matters is we both are under God's construction and everyday, He is making us new.

Beloved, I believe that God makes all things beautiful in its own time, oh what joy there is as I imagine our love blossoming in His time. For now, let us keep holding on to the hope we profess, the blessed hope we have in Christ. Always know that my prayers and thoughts are with you. 

Until then, my love. 

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