#jeymz

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Analog Robot #865, 973, and 1024 A pack of analog robots are born.

Like RIGHT NOW... LISTEN IN BITCHES!!! -Jeymz (P.S. On G+ My name is FUCKING JEYMZ!!!)

... I'm not happy with what I've been, but I'm happy about who I am

Okay. So here's the deal, you all are going to hate me for this post, but alas I have to be honest. So near the end of my relationship with Nicole we had an argument and broke up. I met Charmaine through my friend Josie, as she went to school with her. One day Charmaine happened to see a video with me in it and had commented on how attractive she thought I was or something. The details till this day are still not completely known. Anywho Charmaine was like an angle. She was perfect in almost every way. She loved everything I was about, and even listened to my ramblings about techy shit and what not. Well Charmaine and I started hanging out quite a bit and before I knew it we did stuff. NOT SEX!!!!, but stuff none the less. Like that grammar right there? fuck it I'm drinking! Anyways we started dating and then suddenly Nicole did this 180 in her personality and wanted to actually "try" to make the relationship work. Part of me felt horrible for wanting to be with Charmaine, while the other half of me felt bad for letting Nicole go through all this change and not at least "try" to make it work between us. So anyways I moved, and was dating both of these women at the same time. Alright tumblr let me have it, I know what I did was wrong, and fucked up, but I've had it done to me multiple times at this point and really don't give a fuck So there I am, being a player, and dating two chicks at the same time. During this time Nicole was basically the same old bitch she's always been, meanwhile Charmaine was this perfect woman who never did anything wrong, refused to have sex (which btw is fine with me) and did everything like an innocent girl. Here's the thing about Charmaine and I. She was soooo perfect, she made my faults, or whatever you want to call them a 100 times more visible. It got to the point where I actually felt bad for wanting to spend time with her because I felt she deserved someone soooo much better than me. Finally after awhile I realized 2 things, women are hard as fuck to please one at a time, yet alone 2, and two, I never want a woman to cheat one me, and being in that position made me realize just how fucked that shit was. So what did I do you may ask? Well I broke the news to Charmaine, who to my surprise actually didn't try to kill me. Instead she seemed okay with it. OMG that girl. I'm telling you she's amazing! Till this day she is the only girl I ever regret dating, simply because of the fact that we're not friends anymore =/. Then I told Nicole, who basically said "FUCK YOU" and never had anything to do with me after that. So yeah. 2 great ending one lonely single Jeymz. XD

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Okay so after dating Jaimy and our unfortunate ending, I began dating a girl named Nicole. Now Nicole already had a kid, and to all those women who have kids out there. I think it wise you first be aware what type of guy I was. I used to be the guy who would do anything for a girl. I used to take care of her kid, deal with the occasional argument. It eventually turned into a daily thing with us. I mean if it wasn't her being mean it was her possibly cheating, or over working me by having me take care of her kid during my only 12 off hours. It got to the point where I felt like I was doing everything. Then the sex went down, which sucked. It ended horribly but I have to save that for the next post as it segways into my next relationship. But long story short, we broke up an since have not been friends. I felt like I lost in that relationship, mainly because as fucked up as the situations i was put in were, it still felt like the closest thing to a family I ever really had. It taught me a lot about what I am willing to put into a relationship, and what I want out of one.