Here I am, a rabbit-hearted girl, Frozen in the headlights
I must become a lion-hearted girl, Ready for a fight
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Here I am, a rabbit-hearted girl, Frozen in the headlights
I must become a lion-hearted girl, Ready for a fight

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Jeyh has little sense of self outside of those she's mentally marked as her loved ones, of those she serves. Because that's what it means to love, in her mind. To serve. So she's very patient, very indulgent, not quick to anger on her own behalf with them. The falling out with the Andres fam was not because they seemingly betrayed her, but because they seemingly sacrificed Kol- and her internal loyalty could not parse that the person she had sworn to herself to serve and protect, had been hurt and betrayed and left behind by the OTHER people who she had ALSO promised all those things to. She could not cope, and i left in a moment of fiery fury, then was too ashamed that she'd left at all to return. Even now in present, it does not register as a slight against herself because Jeyh does not hate that she was used.
This reflects in her relationship to her son well. She acts now to 'serve' him, he is her new master, all she does is to keep him safe and happy and without him she has no reason to BE. She is loving and kind and gentle with him, endlessly patient, as any parent should be, that's where it ends. She cares just enough for her own well being to stay alive, because she needs to care for HIM. Outside of 'Mother' she is nothing. it's all she has to cling to, all that drives her forward. Not a cage, but a lifeline that she doesn't even realize she's wrapped around her neck. That is her internal struggle going forward, finding herself, living for herself. WANTING to live for herself.
Day 31!!! Halloween Costume!
MADE IT! Yippee, what a fun ride, I'm super happy with how many I was able to do this year. Burnout who?
Day 29: Swap! Thought it would be fun to swap backstories, Jeyh now the sheltered child from a good family and Lu the lonely vagabond- then realized that fit perfectly with my ideas of what their lives would have looked like if their biggest traumas had been handled differently. fake OC lore, BLAST
Day 27: Redesign!
Instead of redesigning someone, I wanted to showcase how my main 2 OC's design's have been tweaked over the years!

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Day 16: Angel, Tragic, Palette 4
Little messy with this one but I like it. anyway, a bit more heavy on the tragic than the angelic, poor Jeyh
Day 13: Animal, Silly, Palette 1
Jeyh handles being a toddler's mom well, she has plenty of experience wrangling large, unruly animals.
Day 12: Weakness
Jeyh can never say no to Phillos' puppydog eyes~