Lord, how are you today? Are you alright? I am quite. Thank You Lord for yesterday that I was able to work & I felt extra genki. Thank You that I was able to bond with Nanay through the teleserye that she loves to watch. Thank You for another day that passed with me still alive. Really Lord, I am grateful for every single second that I am still here, in spite of what I am going through. Lord, I thank You for soothing me last night when I was not too comfortable to sleep given the warm weather. Please forgive for my unholiness and all sins that I have committed and continue to commit even knowing fully well they are sins. I am so sorry for my wickedness. Lord, I thank You for waking up me today a little genki. It is not quite like yesterday but still far from the day before yesterday. I thank You that I was able to send a few applications and I really pray Lord that You will give me the job that You think I need financially, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Not one job that I would be shy to share my beliefs on You. Lord, please give enough patience to wait for Your plans. Please provide for our daily needs while we wait for Your glory to shine on us. Thank You Lord that Janus has quickly responded. I pray that he will be thoughtful and generous enough to add a little and to still lend me some given my situation. Lord, I pray to you wholeheartedly to touch Pao's heart and that no other commotion with NCS and Kopo contacts to transpire anymore. I pray that the remaining balance I have with anyone will be solved amicably and quietly. Lord, embrace everyone I am indebted to. Strengthen me Lord and encourage me to go on at all times. I cannot do this without You Lord. Please take good care of me and please keep me from harm. Lord, please touch the heart amd mind of Nang Ben. I pray that she finds my message very well and that she will lend me money quietly. Please Lord. Please do not abandon me. Please carry me and all my burdens Lord. If I am allowed to wish or pray for my birthday now that I remember it, I pray that all my debts will be finished so I can move on with peace of mind and a holy heart. I cannot do this without You Lord. I beg of You, please hear my prayer. I continue to pray for all my creditors, their families and their businesses and careers. I pray and thank You all those who remain loyal to me, who prays for me and who are concerned about me. I thank You for every providence Lord, for my life, my family's. I pray and lift this day to You Lord. I pray that Mori Shacho will accept my simple explanation about the delay, that we are waiting for friends who lend money from Philippines to remit. Lord, when all this is finished, I pray that we have time together to retreat and experience one another, to reminisce what has transpired, talk about them and plan how to move forward. In silence, I pray for my romantic heart. I know I just put everything I am also feeling on the backseat. I pray that You will be enough for me Lord, with or without someone to take care of me here and now. All this I ask of You Lord, my Father, through Your son Jesus Christ who lives and reigns with You now and forever. Amen. 2014.08.20