i said i knew him, i didn't say i fucked him.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝕱riday nights were made for this warm, eccentric sort of thing.
It wasn't always made for parties & bars, and certainly not productivity. NO, it belongs instead to the strange little purgatory where two girls end up cross-legged on a dorm bed talking about absolute nonsense with the conviction of scholars. There is a reason the world rarely entrusts twenty-year olds with positions of authority. Given sufficient free time, they will inevitably begin constructing VERY ELABORATE THEORIES regarding very irrelevant people they've met exactly once. See, that random guy from the mall wasn't particularly important & had occupied maybe ten collective minutes of their day. Yet, Nikki had continued this relentless autopsy of him, stretched out upon the examination table of female curiosity. Records lean against walls, sweaters thrown across chairs, ABBA drifts from the record player in warm & crackling waves. Now, nikki insists vinyl sounds much better, but she also insists she doesn't care about Mr. Unimportant Mall Guy ˓ ... ˒ AND YET, SHE'S SPENT THE BETTER HALF OF TWENTY OR SO MINUTES DOING JUST THAT. Nikki's upside down, dark hair spilling over the side of the mattress in tangled waves. gravity gathers it ever greedily toward the floor while a guitar rests across her chest, with fingers wandering across the strings. Across her, Jennifer. ( Nikki would like to call her Jenny ) who takes to painting her toes a shade of cherry red so vivid like old convertibles and theater curtains.
⠀⠀⠀⠀“ ... those aren't mutually exclusive. ” She accepts the stare, soaks it up like a sponge that reads so vividly 'YOU'RE RIDICULOUS'. You're right, she is. “ because you're ohhhh-so cool and hot and whatever. ”
PERHAPS ONE OF NIKKI'S MORE ENDEARING FLAWS. Compliments that carry the same weight as weather conditions, unguarded and sincere. Admittedly, this is not the most cosmopolitan of compliments ever uttered & most certainly undeserving to the enigma of ONE JENNIFER CHECK. there are poets who have dedicated entire lifetimes to articulating beauty & painters who have gone blind in chasing it. “ Right, fine, Virgin Mary. ” Head falls backwards over the side of the mattress once more. See, Nikki has a difficult time leaving mysteries at bay. She worries them, picks at them, turns them over in her hands until they reveal their innerworkings. THIS PARTICULAR MYSTERY ISN'T EVEN A GOOD ONE. By all counts and available evidence, there is positively nothing to worry or pick or turn over.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀╵╵ [ maybe she's just jealous. ]
“ You knew him, but you didn't fuck him. ” tiny brass gears spin somewhere behind her eyes, “ Which means something happened. maybe not a thing-thing, but definitely a something ! and if something happened then you got a story, if you got a story that means something happened. ” if you blink, you'd miss the switch. suddenly upright, and grinning. history's worst ideas have probably died wearing that exact same countenance. “ BOOM. i got it, i fuckin' got it. ( no, she doesn't. ) there's a third option: .. witness protection. ” / [⸮] ⋆















