#jeeezus

the one i originally picked didn't sit with me the way it did at first & once i got into the lyrics i just didn't feel it anymore. sooooo there are a few more that i've wanted to dive into fortunately, & i've been getting my thoughts together on one today to decide if it's the one :,)

Um HIIII life has been so busy!!! Dating! Friends! Work! All good things! Whew!

I met two women within a few days of each other who have nearly identical names and have been steadily getting to know both 😅 one really took off in the last week because a) we have insane chemistry and b) she's about to leave for India for 2.5 weeks and a day after she returns I leave for the US for 2.5 weeks oop. So we're...maximising. It's been a verrrry long time since I even casually dated multiple people. I am definitely not poly!!!! It's very hard! But I'm very much interested in both and as long as that's the case (and it works for both of them) I will keep getting to know both. Especially since they'll be kind of staggered now. Lol.

Steadily socialising too. Making a few new friends via hinge for failed 'matches' and deepening my relationships with existing pals. Feels incredible.

I think my German is about to explode between trying to talk to the gym trainers mehr auf Deutsch als Englisch and dating, where we dabble. The gym is a whole other thing to talk about...operation Fix This Body is in full swing.

Work is kind of taking off through essentially no effort of my own lol ideal??? It's a lot of project management which is a nice break from writing. Waiting to see if I get a significant temp assignment which would very much ease my money anxiety over my upcoming trips.

Speaking of, I leave for the US in THREE weeks??? I stg May 1st was yesterday. Do not understand. Have a few more logistics to sort out and then Scotland will have my full attention.