#jayjonia

This is so absolutely SICK. Jon Nia and Jay never got to know each other as well as they could have. I can’t even say they were doomed from the start because they weren’t. Because Nia answered the door when Walker knocked, because she got involved with her, because of her involvement in the death of Jay’s mom, they ruined it for themselves. And it’s really not her fault either!!! It was her family on the line! She was young and scared and threatened!! What else would she have done? But she still did it. So she gets her brief reunion with Jon and they get to talk about what could’ve been. That makes it so much worse. They know what they could’ve been. They know. And they also know that had things gone just a little bit differently, they could’ve been something more than they got the chance to be. And then there’s the other side of it which is Jay absolutely hating her guts. And ykw!! He so justified in that!! She did help kill his mom. But also, he lost a friend in the process. Not just his mom, but a friend, too. His friend betrayed him and killed his mom and burned down any chance of ever being closer or having any sort of relationship at all. And to make it even worse!!!!! Jon forgives her!!!! It’s horrible. It was just the small things that completely destroyed any chance the three of them had. I think it’s also worth mentioning there was ABSOLUTELY romantic undertones with Jon and Nia and that makes me sick. On multiple levels actually because 1: DC just has an AWFUL rep with poly characters and I would’ve lovedddd to see how Maines handled it. She was doing so well setting up a V she would’ve killed it. But also. It’s just. JUST HAD NIA NOT ANSWERED THE DOOR. They never got to know each other as well as they could have because Waller took that time away from them, because Nia made one small mistake that snowballed, because there was family at stake on all ends. I can’t do this today thank you

i don’t talk enough about jayjonia on here but i’m so fucking obsessed with them