WHOO LOOK AT ME as I am finally getting around to making this post hahaha It’s been very sorely late when I had this in the draft since a week after New Year

So... to start with, very belated but Happy New Year! 

How have your 2018 started so far? XD;; Mine.... ehhh... as I had mentioned in the last post, it hasn’t been that great.

Still, that doesn’t stop me from sharing some happiness XD well but better than never!

Here are some pics of some hauls I’ve got so far >w< there’s more but I’ve picked these few. 

The GraffArt Christmas tumbler is very small XD I’ve been using a lot to drink tea mostly haha. The GraffArt illust paper that covers the bottle is removable, just gotta twist open the inner bottle to take it out. 

Fresh up and ready for 2018, I got the 2018 wall calendar off CDJapan on a pretty last minute pre-order. I really like this style more than the 2017 one because this time, most of the illustrations are from the best Animage and PASH ones. And FINALLY, a Chuya that falls on a June. My only problem is only that it’s horizontal so was a bit hard to find space for it to hang on my wall ;w;; 

The 2018 desktop calendar came together with my AGF2017 hauls from a personal proxy (bless herrrr). She got me the file and badge sets for BSD Mayoi Halloween along with the calendar. Initially, I wanted only the badge and file set but then I couldn’t resist when I saw the revealed illustrations for each pages of the month for the 2018 desktop calendar so it was also a pretty last minute addition. So thankful, she got them all for me. 

Autumn (or was it Moon Rabbit? I can’t remember) festival Marui Branch! BECAUSE. LIKE I SAID, I couldn’t resist XD! A lot of my friends joked how his expression is really weird, and even I have to half admit it kinda is but hey I still love him. He looks... well, XD; sometimes... you know... the things you do for love.... 

But to be honest it look more to me like he was uh, looking or trying to look flirtatious. Ohohohooo

Welp that’s about it for now! 

I will be posting a bit more, although I cannot promise too much frequency as well as I am starting my Bachelors this year and it’s going to be pretty hectic starting then. Still, will try to keep updated! 

Am I still going to offer splits and selling merch? Yep. I have some things with me that I still want and need to sell, I just haven’t got around to really set up sale posts for them and offering splits just yet. I also need to secure some preorders first before I officially open splits. 

Thank you to every one of my buyers who had been so kind and patient with me. I know some of you for a very long time, about almost a year I think? Again, I cannot thank you enough. 

I will try my best to be more efficient with my merch selling ;w;; Even though I may not be able to have too much ample time but I’ll still try my best. So, if you’d like to, please do look forward to any future splits and merch that I still have with me to sell! 

Other than that, of course, as this is still my personal blog, I’ll post time to time about what’s going on with my life >w< XD it’ll probably get very interesting with a spice of suffering. 

It’s going to be near the end of January, but I hope you all have a great start of the year! 

Much love, 

To start off, I’m really not dead. 

Although in a sense of being... not too dead, I fell sick. 

December has been an extremely busy month, I don’t even know when I really did rest but when I did, it didn’t feel like resting. 

And then I caught a cold and cough on Christmas week, just around the time after I had sent out everyone’s belated packages and I still have a few more with me that I have yet to send and I owe a ton of apology to them, as well as dearly indebted to how patient and kind they are of me. 

On New Year’s Eve, I had a fever and that same week, I became swollen and bloated. Which was a clear sign of my relapse [Incase if anyone does not know or have not read my About Me page, here’s a short summary: I’m a frequent relapser of my kidney disease that I have since young called ‘Minimal Change Nephrotic Syndrome’]. 

Sure as hell, I went to my Nephro clinic for walk-in and confirmed I have a relapse. Thankfully, it is not a full blown one but it’s still a relapse - so I have been starting on 8 tablets of steroids as treatment for remission, and they increased my Cyclosporin dosage from 50MG to 75MG. The reason of suspicion for this time’s relapse is possibly because my last doctor decreased my Cyclosporin dosage too fast and my body wasn’t able to adapt to the sudden drop of the dosage so this time, lesson learned, they are tapering it down slowly. 

That’s... about what is covered with my health and that I’m not really dead, but I cannot really absolutely say I am great. 

I have to admit it has made me feel really shitty these few days and I had been avoiding people as much as I can; even explaining about my condition is tiresome for me. At the same time, I’m still very grateful that there are people who care. 

Just like you all who have been keeping up with this blog, despite it’s lack of activity, I still feel I owe you all an explanation and apology for my absence at least. 

I also need to explain a few things that I have plan for this blog. 

No, I’m not shutting down this blog or discontinuing it. I have no such intention, but the changes would be kind of minor. 

But I need to save that for another post. This post is mainly to be an ‘update post’ of what’s going on with me. And that, again, I’m back and not dead. 

SO ANYWAY, a quick one before I post another update on my hauls.

So here goes: 

Okay so I’ve mentioned about CNY breaks, that’s how quite a lot of things went a bit downhill from there. I don’t really have the best moods even to feel celebratory and all - nevertheless it doesn’t really stop me from going for reunions and meeting relatives that I don’t really talk to very much, and catching up with more relatives. More CNY dinners and gatherings. It’s been pretty hectic. 

Around that same time, I was down with a flu and cough. It started with a bad sore throat for 2 days, and then later the cough worsened, the cold suffocated me for 2 weeks - it became and on off thing (until now my cough hasn’t fully recovered). 

Other than that, I’ve also had some pretty bad gynecological issues that I best not delve into and disclose because it’s connected to my kidney disease and my medical history starts all the way from when I was a year old so I better not get into it. But to put it short, my health is just screwed up and I’m kinda tired to figure things out at the moment so meh. 

Moving on. 

I’ve also been kinda busy posting away some things and sorting out my other projects that I’ve delayed for so long now that one of my teammates have came back from a long hiatus, so I just got a little side-tracked. 

Also, real life shit going on that I also don’t want to get into as much here. But yes, real life shit happens. 

Every time when I just want to sit down to relax and blog about stuff, I missed my opportunities because I get really drained and mentally and emotionally I’m just really not all there so it kind of stops me from taking time off to do things I love - which includes writing (in general as well). But let’s hope after this it’ll kind of get more tolerable to manage, even if it doesn’t totally get better. 

At any rate, in terms of updating my blog, it’ll be a little sparse than usual so to speak - I’m not entirely on hiatus so semi-hiatus more like it. 

However, I do message as promptly as I could on Tumblr DM so you wouldn’t have a problem catching me on there if I am needed or wanted - talk about anything or whatever you’d like to talk to me about. 

Regarding the shipment for the giveaway winners: 

I will inform this time the badges have arrived, to which I’ll talk about that on the next post. But I will have to let you know once again that I will ship them pretty late. 

I got quite a lot of things to ship out and I’m giving most priority to my buyers who have ordered in-stock merch that are with me. I will ship out your prizes very soon, and if it gets too delayed, I will let you all know - don’t worry. As I also said the same thing on the giveaway post as well. Thank you for your patience. 

Anyway, I’m gonna end this post now with much thanks for all your support and understanding once again.

It really is short. 

I’m still sick, my cough hasn’t been fully going away since CNY and that’s about nearly a month. I’m having hot cold, my medication has been screwing up my system and I’ve been on my time of the month for nearly 2 months now, coming 3 months if it’s still on-going until end of February. 

See. Short! LOL 

So what that really means is everything is delayed and as usual, in the time when I’m feeling this shitty and things seem to be on a slower pace and I seem to be falling behind, it’s not that I’m being negative but it just means I’ll get things done - just, very super slow. 

That’s about it for...now. 

I actually want to give an update on the packages that are ready to be sent out, just waiting for the right day for me to be at the post office and ship them all out - which also includes the giveaway packages. But will take a while. 

Last Thursday I could barely get up from bed, it was super shitty and I haven’t felt THAT shitty in a very long while (but that was because I wasn’t actually bleeding like a pipe with a broken tap back then lolol;;). Lord knows if I had tears, it came in a form of blood inside me. 

But anyway I’m also pretty excited to share what other hauls I got pretty soon >:3 

So I’ll really need to rejuvenate super fast and just jwngwjengjwnw

Thanks for your continuous support and patience with me ;-;