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I know that I am avoided because I get angry. Consider instead that I might get angry because I am avoided when I try to communicate and solve problems rather than pretending problems don't exist.
This really hurts. Because I feel like a villain for feeling hurt. Because I feel more hurt when my attempts to fix any problem are avoided and ignored. Because by the time I actually force the problem to be recognized and fixed, by then I am angry. Because I have been ignored.
Because I have worked so fucking hard for so fucking long and I still am working so fucking hard to communicate instead of shoving it down, taking the punches, letting myself continue to be hurt.
This is setting me back. So I dont plan on letting this continue. And I feel perfectly justified.
Roll call ig
Jude
Lore
Julien
Hey fuck you ^ // Jake
Jamie
Hmmmm suspicious of more. Its crowded tonight.
Edit 1: Arson made a brief, and relatively undisturbing, appearance.
Edit 2: add Zero and Roarie. Idk if anyone has left but its all in constant motion.
I just want things to be a tiny bit okay sometimes but that never happens I just pretend and pretend and pretend that everything is fine because its even less okay when I dont pretend so maybe I can just convince myself that it's okay like I used to do

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Electric Garnet Land
Here they are - my top 15 albums of all time (atm)