#jab

not done yet. need ko pa ng glue stick para makatayo yung rose haha.

this red carnation means so much to us. funny how something so small almost made us question everything. yes, partly dahil nanood kami ng the loved one haha. cos it made us reflect on our relationship.

but at the same time, dito rin nagsimula yung pag-aayos. i talked to my girlies (might’ve overshared a little 😅), and their perspectives helped me see things clearer. if this is still something worth holding on to. may 3 years pa, so we’ll see. haha. after that, we talked—like really talked—and slowly, things got better.

nung birthday ko, he gave me a bouquet of roses. but before that, i specifically asked for red carnations. hindi naman ako nag-expect, pero when he told me na last minute sinabi ng pinag-orderan niya na wala na daw red carnations, so red roses na lang. okay lang din naman. baka nga mas nagalit pa ako kung pink carnation pinili niya haha.

kinaumagahan, after namin mag check out sa airbnb sa legazpi with my friends, nag SM kami para mag grocery. nawala siya saglit kasi may titingnan daw, then pagbalik niya may dala na siyang cute bouquet—with one red carnation with baby’s breath pa. last one na daw yung red at buti nakita pa niya. he even bought me a charmera kasi binilhan ko raw siya ng dc shoes lol. exchange gift yarn haha. eme.

i think bumabawi talaga siya.