#j.h

MIDNIGHT THOUGHTS SHIPS!!💥💥💥💥💥

this time between two ocs hehe💅🏻

4 years ago,My best friend told me that this ship can be canon but ofc i said NO and NEVER

*she was right after all*

No te había pensado hace mucho,

Pero hoy apareciste ante mis ojos...

Y fue entonces que me di cuenta,

Magnus: sUCH A NORMAL TIME

Luke: About the meeting, where were you two at recess?

Alec: Logging paperwork, discussing work ideas, exhcnaging id-

Jace: You were making out in a corner somehwere, weren't you?

Magnus: Psshhh...no..we-

Jace: I LITERALLY SAW YOU LEAVE AND WHEN YOU CAME BACK YOUR HAIR WAS A MESS AND SO WERE YOUR CLOTHES

Alec: [...]

Raphael: So much for being professional..

Magnus: It was professional...we were in a work environment-

Jace: YOU WEREN'T DOING WORK THOUGH

Alec: *looks at Magnus* Don't

Magnus: We were doing-

Jace: *tries desperately to turn on his parabatai thing*

Jace: *accidentally activates it*

Jace: *calls him stupid*

Alec: Don't call him stupid! What if he's actually stupid?

Jace: Then I'm just stating the truth

In high school, we were so close. You were my most treasured friend in the darkest and most dire time of my life. You were my first love. The person who I told everything to for the first time and I was met with unconditional love.

But I was codependent, I was fighting just to survive. You were caught in the crosshairs. I was so unbelievably toxic, and made the relationship one sided. You were dealing with your own problems but still put me first. I am always going to be so grateful for that.

Now I’m just a memory of yours. And I have no idea how you’re doing. I still dream of you, I still wish you so much joy and happiness. My heart aches for you, I wish I could hug you, talk to you, listen to what you have to say. You were always so insightful and hilarious. I only have conversations with you late at night. You still have a space in my heart that sometimes wishes things had gone differently.

I just wish you would reach out to me. I wish that we could be friends again. But we both know how that would go. I hate knowing I may never see or hear from you again. I wonder if my soul will ever feel whole again.

all of a sudden I can come back for air…

I feel relief even if it’s just for a second.

Thank you