#itwasgoodtoo

What I have learned this year is to never give up on something that you want. Starting off a really shitty year last jan I was able to pick myself up. Remember that nobody is allowed to judge you, only yourself. Like what you like, do what you do and honestly don't care about what the outside world thinks about you. Chase the dreams that you were never able to catch. Stay with the friends you have made and if they make the effort to cherish your friendship they will. Its not the miles between or the states one must cross but the effort that creates that continuous friendship. Embrace the positivity and put away the negativity because every moment you spend being upset over someone or about something is a min of happiness you'll never get back. As for the life and death situation I have encountered this year completely shattered my point of view on life. How could the world let such a young, aspiring uncle leave the world so fast? I don't know. Its the continuous struggle we have between balancing substances and having our body react to them. Whatever it is, its hurting individuals as well as the people we love. Not only being able to struggle with feelings but coping with them all alone is terrible, but what must we do? Just push through just like pushing forward towards the future.