#its shit

My and @doodledrawsthings' Sebastian nightmare blunt rotation. It didn't go as planned + bonus and context below. He's very sowwy

Ashswag called another meeting in the Pantheon, after a bonding activity (curticy of Fit we now have to deal with THOSE every week) went wrong. In my defense Haiper was being dumb. Not that it matters, Ash called it bickering in the end. So to the Shaft we go.

Of course this meeting escalated into a talk about the Feds. Its all they ever talk about.

"Tobias you've been quiet, something the matter?" Before I could answer the Supreme leader I got interrupted by a petty fox, Haiper.

"Its probably because he likes them"

I dont by the way. Yeah I HAD a thing for Fred on the last island and for some reason that makes them think I have a soft spot for ALL the feds workers. Which is dumb.

"I dont like the fuckin feds Haiper" I really should fix the boilers in the factory, i can hear them whistling from here.

"YOU were on island one and haven't told us shit about it, I had to go with Ash to Phil to get an answear, you know how far his island is?"

"FINE, you want to know what i think of the feds? What i know about the feds?" my wrench twirls in my grasp before I flatten it on the table. " I know that if you continue messing with them it will only lead to more kidnappings, more torture. They will stop at nothing and when you think it can't get any worse BAM it does"

I ignore ashswag and instead continues my tirade.

"Do you have all your memories? No blank spaces? Do you know how you ended up on the cruise, why you woke up there? No?

Memory wipe, its one of the feds favorite things to do. Dreams feel like reality and reality feels like dreams. Everyone came to island one via boat or plane or a fuckin train but oh not me"

at this he points crudely at himself

"I had the pleasure of waking up in a fuckin test tube, in a dungeon. With only the faint memories of people's names with faces long forgotten. So yeah im sorry if I dont seem very keen to through that shit again"

"Tubbo-"

I'm 15K into a multi-chapter yandere Sasuke fic I've wanted to publish and make it very angsty and just explore how deep his attachment issues would run according to my brain with all he goes through. BUT, OF COURSE BECAUSE OF FUCKING UNI, AND MY JOB, I have made no progress :( I'd like a job where i can get free time to write yandere fanfictions 😔