Big Secrets...
12/16/19
This is huge, but not something I haven't even dared to put here. It happened, and I've been fighting it for months, but it finally happened. I think... no.
Nevermind.
I can't say it. Not even here, where no one will ever know. I just can't.
It breaks my heart every time I think about it, but what can I possibly do? It hurts, but then I get that small moment of happiness.
What am I supposed to do?











