#nowwhat

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now what

I had a moment of clarity. A brief thought that illuminated where I was wrong in my thinking, and then it was gone. It was like a whisper of perspicuity was there and then gone. Just like that. A faint memory. It left as quickly as it came. 

My actions, my steps, my movements for the past several years have been based on an altered reality that my mind made up. Something happens, someone says something and I think that I should be this way and that is how I behave. I think I am trying to control something. Some sort of outcome.  I base many of my decisions on how I think I should be. In reality, sometimes, most of the time, those thoughts cause me to alter my behavior. But, I did not want to behave that way. I think I thought I was being nice, accommodating, generous, giving, but I was not being any of those things. I was not being true to myself. And, I was collecting a heap of bitterness. Each time my effort went unnoticed, unappreciated, taken for granted I was angry. How could they be so selfish...don’t they know that I have given up part of what I want for them. 

I am thankful for the moment of clarity. For the brief yet whole understanding.