#it's kind of...

Idk, some beautiful shit <3

I saw him today, i speaked to him and touched his hand for the first time in more of two years, i was really happy to see him, but really, purelly, i wanted to know how he was and wish he was happy. I was ablee to see him to the eyes again, with no shame.

It have been years but... i guees i was wrong, nothing has changed, it's still him, his voice hasn't changed at all, his hands are still warm like always (at least more than mine), and his look it's the same, those shining brown eyes that always made feel like i was home...

Even so, it was amazing how i didn't feel what used to feel before, those awful feelings... this time, idk, it felt so right, i felt like i really love him, but now in the purest way, i felt thay i missed him, and that i loved to be with him, and that i wanted him to be happy no matter what, it felt so good...

And what can i say? all this time trying to forget him, but i just, i really love him, i'm not in love with him anymore, i don't think about him all the time like before, i can live without him, but no matter what, he will always be in my heart, i can't just forget him, and even if our plans will never become true, a promise is a promise, and i will always remember ours.