#it's cuteeee

I think it will will be better for the fans too, at some level. You will be able to tinhat and speculate without any kind of clear expectations.

I don’t even know what I’m saying. What I know is that all of this breaks my heart. I fell bad for the fans because I know some of his words hurt them, I don’t judge, you have the right to feel what you need to feel and at the same time I feel bad for him because most is his post were really funny and made me feel happy, but I don’t like the hate he is getting. I want to protect both sides and I think he being less engaged with the fans might be the solution.

I don’t even know. I just want us to be a happy family again.

PS. You are the best and I love you and all your post. So happy that you are on your “Hardstopper” face, the show is amazing.

yeah i'd be sad if he pulls away to post as much as j posts or something but i'd also understand.

and like you said, some folks are quick to just... Be Like That TM like heck it took what, 4 days? for fans to start digging up his old comments and stuff like they were little receipts of gold or something and it's like goodness gracious.

i do think it'd be good for us to remember that it's not healthy to maybe get as attached as some have to him, because he is a person like he's not an abstraction or anything he's a real person but he's also a complete stranger so like – and i don't mean that in a bad way but just the good reminder that we only see like 2% of the whole picture. and it's probably not the best for us and our interests to parasocialize that much based on such a small percentage.

as for fan reaction, as it had kept going on i found the meanest comments come not from fans but already bitter fans, fans who maybe depended too much on him for validation and a sense of self, or fans that were just always rude.

i think we are still a family! as for happy i mean there's been ups and downs for years and years and years and i imagine they will continue xD

but i hope he's doing okay yes.

He would be just admiring Sam while he is researching or just casually doing something. Castiel would have the urge to kiss him each time and would get in real close to Sam. However, his face would immediately turn red, and he would run off, leaving Sam all confused.

Eventually, Castiel would get so fed up with it. He would just come up all flustered and red and grab Sam by his shirt and pull him down into a small quick kiss. 

Realizing what he has done, Castiel would immediately start stuttering, “I….um…Sam….I’m so–”

Sam would kiss him before he could even begin to apologize and try to take it back, and they would spend the rest of the day drowning each other with love and gentle kisses with some cuddling in Sam’s room while watching Netflix.