#ishard

Both built upon a mountain, so a sort of vertical architecture requiring a lot of stairs. People of strong faith. A hidden draconic heritage shaping every aspect of their society--and not just any dragons, but members of the First Brood.

Phoenix, Goblet, Ward 13, Plot 60

I think Derek should be happy that he has a job already lmfao, cause drawing isn’t really his specialty.

BUT ANYWAY my opinion is that maybe she tries to move on, but has a wall up because she still loves Antonio?

OR maybe it’s Antonio? Haha, idk, and he tries to get her back but now she has a wall up because she’s hurt.

COME ON, TELL ME THAT DOESN’T LOOK LIKE A WALL. Every woman should know this, once you go through a break up (whether it’s a mutual breakup or not, it still hurts) you put up a wall, and sometimes without realizing it.

BUT IDK, why can’t he just tell us?! WHY does he show us this crap and MAKES US GUESS?! HE ALREADY PUT US THROUGH SO MUCH.

OOH right, on Tuesday they have a girls night out, right? So, maybe Stella and Gabby tell her to get over someone, you have to talk to someone else (LAME ADVICE BTW.) And she can’t because she still is hurting and maybe she tries to, but it’s just too much.

ANY THOUGHTS? CAUSE I GIVE UP lmao.

When I first started writing for The CP Diary 13 years ago, it was a completely different world. It was easier to write about my thoughts and feelings and to introduce different topics to my blog so that my blog could appeal to a wider audience.

Life felt easier

Our lives were easier. The external influences were different. Politics was different. It didn't feel exhausting all the time. My life was easier. Over the years, the feedback for my blog has been immeasurable. I am grateful for such wonderful, positive feedback.

Writing in 2023 is hard

But the world has changed, life has become more difficult and writing in 2023 has become hard, it's easier to have the truth picked apart and scrutinised. Writing the facts and the truth is never easy, I write both and it's uncomfortable.

I appreciate it's difficult for readers to read the facts, particularly around the external influences I talk about, but the facts are important because they shape our future. It is important to keep reading.

Insight

We have insight and insight is important because it helps us to change the way we perceive our world and our decisions. My writing mirrors the universal truths, which affect us all. I keep going because it's good for my mental health.

Good people meeting with bad luck The 60 million dollar question. I'm putting it out there, because it's already out there. Why is it that bad people seem to come off well and good people who tell the truth, struggle with endless bad luck and I include myself here? In 2023, the good people are having their voices drowned out.

Why are good people having their voices drowned out? My own thinking is good people are being penalised, because being bad, immoral, is more on the rise. You're seeing it play out on centre stage, in politics.

Politicians are failing to be open, honest and transparent If you look at what's happening in politics, politicians are not being open, honest and transparent on how they go about their political life, their decisions, but one thing is clear, their decisions are having a negative effect on our lives and our lives are now the poorer for it.