#isathoughts

i have this concept of personal boundaries about relationship that if someone approaches me but keep things vague of their intentions i won’t emotionally invested. yes they are giving attention or whatever it is but i recognize it will cost me a lot if i dont set early boundaries. i wont translate any emotional vagueness. if they step the game up, i’ll open to the offered idea. if not, why would i entertained such haze.

So somebody thought itd be just hilarious to leave the com chord on the jet i was working today at just the perrrfect noose height for me. And me being me went through the whole process in my head. How theyd be trying to wrap up maintenance for the day, see my truck still out there, climb up the steps and just see me dangling in the back of the cargo jet. 😅 thought about that way too hard and too long. Told muh friends about the "trap noose layed out for me" as a joke. Think they took it as such anyway. Not too many concerned replies. This is good. Gods how am i gonna make it cross country alone with my head like this. Next weeks gonna be fun