#irrationalrage

Merry christmas, serenelystrange! My plot bunny turned into a monster, so I hope you get a kick out of these first two chapters! (*´∀｀)💛❄️🎁

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Stiles the Furry Little Disaster Waiting to Happen

Stiles loved animals.

He loved them just as much as the next person did, though probably slightly less than Scott. Just slightly.

And listen, he was average sized. He was 5’7”, which was average, and his body was toned but not bulky, so again, average, no matter how Derek always seemed to tower over him at 6’ with that ripped build.

Stiles still didn’t understand how Derek got those muscles and drool-worthy washboard six pack at nineteen. 

Werewolf genetics with a side of vengeance, he concluded. 

But also, I see you as someone with a kind heart, who is way too hard on themselves! You’re doing the best you can, even if it doesn’t feel that way! 💜

I have been Seen tonight and I am going to build myself a blanket fort to hide in. 

YAY SOMEONE ASKED ME THINGS!!!!!!

Impress Me - What is the last thing that caught your eye? Hmmmmm......well the first thing that comes to mind is, of course, Starry, but that’s more a catching of the ear? I think the last thing that really REALLY caught my eye was this amazing Oregon sunstone ring on etsy, because my gods the colors are SO pretty. 

The Sower - What is one idea you’ve had that you would love to see grow into a reality? I’d really like to grow the book I’ve been writing into an actual finished product. To do that I’m going to have to stop fighting myself so much on the actual process, but I think I can do it if I learn to get out of my own way :)

The Starry Night - What is something you have done that you are most proud of? I........don’t know? There’s things I think back on and I’m proud of but they’re not big things, I guess? I’m proud I got my dad’s car restored, I’m proud of the friends I’ve made that I get to have in my life, I’m always super proud when I make food people like? I think above all of the other things I’m proud of, it’s the super small point of pride I get every time I make someone something to eat/drink that gets that amazing first reaction, the “eyes widening, knee-jerk-omg-noise” reaction. It’s a small thing, but it’s my favorite :)

Ugh.

Yeah.

It also made me realize just how drastically my taste in fic has changed over my years in fandom. 15 years ago, I would have eaten that shit up with a spoon. I still remember this Logan/Rogue fic (maybe even more than one) where Rogue accidentally killed or was forced to kill Logan and eventually went into a guilt-induced catatonic state so she could “be” with him (there may have been torture involved, I don’t remember clearly). And I LOVED it. That sort of overwrought angsty shit was right up my alley for a really long time. Now? Not so much.

A fluffy little ficlet for serenelystrange. Merry Christmas!

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Tubesock

Nothing said "Welcome to the Building" like the sound of frantic knocking at the door early in the morning.

Derek had been reluctant to move into a new apartment, but his sister had insisted that he do it. She wanted him to "move on with his life", and "stop living in the middle of the woods", and "meet actual people". "You're young," she said. "You can't live in mom and dad's old house like a hermit the rest of your life."

The knocking continued.