I always sort of get the chills from the party-in-the-woods-part. It triggers so many memories from me as a teenager/young adult trying to navigate the social codes and aspects of parties. Me wanting to leave parties because I was uncomfortable and me hiding in the bathroom at nightclubs. I sometimes had fun, but I generally don't remember those kinds of events as fun. It was more about the social construct that I was supposed to have fun, that it was expected. Especially since everyone always thinks I'm a pure extrovert, a sociable happy person who thrives in other people's company, when I'm actually more of an introverted extrovert and actually get totally drained from too much social interaction and impressions.

"Pressure to come up with conversation Makes the family fine with my isolation I know I've locked myself in my room But I'll open up the door and try to love again soon"