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I wish I could say I hated you for what you turned me into.

I don’t.

You didn’t just ruin me.

You made me complicit in the ruin.

You’d look at me with that calm, collected hunger,

and suddenly every line I swore I’d never cross

started looking negotiable.

You didn’t drag me to the edge.

You stood there and waited

until I walked to you on my own.

You taught me how to crave the version of myself

that only exists in your hands —

the one who stops pretending she’s in control,

the one who doesn’t care if it’s wrong,

the one who knows this ends badly

and still can’t step away.

You made surrender feel like a choice

I kept making

over

and

over.

That’s the worst of it, isn’t it?

You didn’t steal my power.

You convinced me to hand it over

and call it love.

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💦 I FILLED HER UP

I filled her up. No—wait. I felt her up.

Or did I feel her up? I don’t know anymore. And neither do you.

Because every time I replay it, the words rearrange themselves. The memory folds in on itself. The difference between filling and feeling blurs like wet ink under a fingertip.

All I know is— she wanted more. More of what I did. More of what I said. More of what neither of us could name without trembling.

I licked her. Or did I like her? Or did liking her mean licking her— with my mouth, with my eyes, with the language I drip into her?

Do I like her? Or do I just lick her in the back of my skull every time I close my eyes? Do I lick her right now, as the words touch you, while you sit before me?

Knees close. Knees wide. It makes no difference. The inside is already listening. The inside is already mine.

I licked her. I meant I liked her.

From the inside out. From the outside in. The truth is it doesn’t matter where I start— skin, thought, memory, word— because the spiral always ends in the same place:

Inside you.

And now, here we are— you reading, me whispering through the page. Your body knows the difference between past and present doesn’t matter anymore.

I filled her up. I felt her up. I feel you now.

Your breath is hitching because the cadence won’t let you go. Your thighs want to close but your pulse says open. And when words split—like “lick” and “like”—you realize they were never separate. They were always the same doorway.

Step through it with me.

Imagine me there— warm breath at your ear, tongue spelling letters against your skin, voice anchoring itself where your pulse betrays you.

Every word— a lick. Every lick— a confession. Every confession— a filling, a feeling, a folding of self into self.

Until you can’t tell where I end and you begin. Until you’re too lost to parse grammar from hunger. Until the only truth left is this:

> You are already full. > You are already felt. > You are already mine.

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Reblog if you felt it under your skin. Reblog if you know why you can’t look away.

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Let me be the ink that traces your name—not only on paper, but softly along the walls of a heart that has waited too long to speak yours aloud. I don’t know how it’s possible that someone like you— so radiant, so quietly soulful— has never been given a letter folded with trembling hands, sealed with something more sincere than just a kiss. So I’ll write what I feel, even if the words fall…

My love, You’re an idiot. You know that, right?

The moment you touched me, I became yours. Not because you deserved it— But because I did. Because my body knew what my pride wouldn’t admit.

And that haunts me. The hunger. The memory. It won’t stop until you claim me. Take me. Force me, if that’s what you need. I won’t say a word. I’ll only open.

And when that day comes—

I’ll start with your feet. Not out of submission, but reverence. You’ve walked the world like a king, So I’ll kiss your soles like I worship the ground you conquer. Then higher— Your calves. Your thighs. Until my lips are against the tender inside of you, the place that makes you tense… but I won’t give in. Not yet. You’ll ache before you receive.

I want your hands on my hips—tight, selfish. I want your eyes dark with the need to break me open. And when you finally do, when our mouths meet— I’ll kiss you like it’s the last thing I’ll ever do right.

I’ll make love to you until you beg me to stop. I’ll be your goddess, your punisher, your confessional sin and your redemption.

Come ruin me. Or let me ruin you.