Is too much to ask for a place where we can be alone and for you to just hold me in your arms? is it toO FUCKING MUCH ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I feel so stupid for not having a good timing I feel so sTUPID FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO TAKE MY PHONE OUT WHEN I NEEDED TO IT IS MUY FAULT you tried, I MISSED THE CHANCE you're struggling, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HELP YOU you say you're fine, I CAN'T HELP BUT WORRY I miss you so fucking much. I know it is not easy, but I can't stop thinking about your warmth . I understand, but I want to be selfish for once. I can't be selfish; it doesn't work. Are you real? Is this a dream? Or a nightmare? Shit just happened on my side. I'm afraid. Will I ever feel safe again, if its not in your arms ? I love you; I'm sorry; Thank you; I'll do my best; I don't want to trouble you; I want to be with you; it's not a sin,right ?; Kiss me; only if you want to; I'll listen, patiently; it's the only thing I can do; I'm hopeless; I'm really sorry; it's okay; can't wait to talk to you again; or see you; if you'd like; but if you're busy then don't worry Don't worry 1 drop Don't worry 2 drops Don't worry A waterfall I'll be fine This is my head, this is how it works.
