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One of the most famous models of today and the star of the latest issue of Vogue Adria, Adriana Lima talks about motherhood, art, and why sh
Adriana Lima on allowing herself freedom, staying human, and the ongoing journey of self-exploration, in conversation with Tina Lončar.
They were divine figures. Modern versions of Greek goddesses. Winged Aphrodites. At the dawn of the new millennium, with Fashion TV flickering behind nearly every bar in the city, we would steal glances at it between conversations – and they felt larger than life. They strode down the runway, hips swaying with purpose, and just at the moment when it seemed they might stride off-screen, the camera would capture their flirtatious smiles and cascades of glossy hair that, with a turn, briefly draped the screen like a curtain. Back then, my mind was a tangle of teenage insecurities. The world was a buffet, and I stood there with an empty plate – life had yet to begin. The models, so beautiful it seemed Michelangelo himself had sculpted them in stone according to the template of his finest dreams, appeared like untouchable icons. They were probably everything I thought I wasn’t. The Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show was the Olympus of fashion, and its stars embodied an ideal whose very existence you weren’t quite sure was real. Every girl’s room I peeked into, including my own, looked like a curious shrine, crowded with posters and meticulously cut-out magazine spreads of Angels. We devoured their beauty secrets like a morning shot of apple cider vinegar. We dreamed that only a tiny insight separated us from waterfalls of perfect hair and sculpted, marble-like thighs. They were living myths, proof that anything was possible. Magical and unrepeatable, like works of art – but somehow untouchable and distant.
A quarter of a century later, another cold morning dawned in New York. In the scent of the crisp winter air that gripped the streets of Downtown Manhattan, there was an unmistakable hint of Christmas. It was exactly the moment when romantics like me begin to hear Shane MacGowan’s rough voice echoing in their heads as he sings Fairytale of New York. In the studio, located just above an art gallery, everything was ready for the shoot. Neatly arranged on the racks, the pieces from the new collections waited patiently. The set had long been prepared, the room pulsed with excitement accompanied by the tempting aroma of coffee, and in the middle of the almost empty space, bathed only in the gentle warmth of the morning light, stood Adriana Lima. She laughed with her eyes and out loud, the way people do when they embrace life fully, without holding anything back. Watching her so free and light, I can’t help but wonder if she realizes the mythic status she carries as a Victoria’s Secret Angel. She made her debut on the Victoria’s Secret runway in 1999 at just seventeen, opened The fashion show five times, and last year, in a sheer Swarovski-crystal bodysuit, she walked the runway for the twentieth time. Despite all that experience, she remains cheerful, with a slightly childlike impatience – as if she were someone who hadn’t yet endured countless fashion shoots, thousands of runway kilometers, and three decades of work. Or perhaps it is exactly that experience that brings her ease. Every inch of her being seems to pulse with that vibrant, Brazilian energy, as if she can’t wait to start playing. Without fun, ultimately, nothing really matters.
“I’ve always seen my job as a way to help bring beautiful art to life. I love working with incredible stylists and photographers and creating images that tell a story. I’m still deeply passionate about fashion and the storytelling that happens through it,” Adriana tells me, recalling how she entered the fashion world almost by chance. She had signed up for a Ford Models agency contest at her school with her best friend, just for fun. Only a few months later, she left her hometown of Salvador for New York, went on castings, and before she knew it, she was shooting with Steven Meisel for Italian Vogue and walking her first runway – Anna Sui at New York Fashion Week in September 1997.
Since then, fashion has undergone and survived countless seismic shifts, and Adriana has found her place through all of them. Her mesmerizing, catlike blue eyes, long dark hair, and stunning figure – whose secrets everyone wanted to know – have inspired designers and artists for years. Lima earned her status as one of today’s greatest supermodels by achieving feats no one had managed before. When she decided to step away from Victoria’s Secret in 2018, she left behind the longest career of any Angel in the brand’s history, becoming almost synonymous with it. In 2013, she became the first pregnant woman to grace the Pirelli Calendar; in February 2012, she was the only celebrity that year to appear in two Super Bowl ads; and in 2008, she wore the Fantasy Bra at the Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show – adorned with 3,900 gems designed by Martin Katz, valued at over $5 million. “Victoria’s Secret has been such a big part of my life and career – I grew up with that team! The memories are countless and will always stay with me. We had so many incredible moments together, and I learned so much about the industry in those early days. I’m very grateful for that chapter of my journey,” she recalls today.
As we marvel at the phenomenon that is Adriana Lima and discuss how she has remained relevant all these years, our fashion director, Taylor Angino, sums it up perfectly: she’s “one in a billion.” And truly – Adriana Lima belongs to more than just one era; she has achieved far more than the fleeting brilliance typical of fashion fame. She has become timeless. The answer to how she has navigated every trap and challenge, surpassing the tests of relentless time, soon revealed itself before our eyes. It was enough to simply watch her on set. Her ease, intimacy, and laughter echoing through the walls melted away the last icy shard of untouchability that I had once projected onto her. “She’s an artist, but also a work of art,” Taylor tells me as we watch her dip her hands into a bucket of blue paint, smearing it across a white canvas and leaving abstract traces of her movements. As she does this, she looks like she is dancing – unrestrained and free, unbothered by the thick blue paint slipping endlessly from her hands. With equal amounts of dedication and presence, she approaches every photograph, surrendering to her creativity, exploring, and having fun. How unusual, I thought to myself, that people with years of experience often become more rigid, as if the repetition of similar actions steals the curiosity that comes with the magic of the new. I sometimes feel that myself, and yet she does something entirely different. She laughs and listens, allowing herself to be free, as if a large part of her magic lies in having preserved the little girl within her – that childlike joy so many of us inadvertently lose along the way, trying to survive the storms and shipwrecks of adult life.
“Spending time with my family while also working on exciting projects that truly fulfill me is what gives my life meaning. Finding that harmony between work and home brings me a lot of joy,” Adriana tells me sincerely, adding, “Motherhood has been the most beautiful journey. Being a hands-on mother and spending time with my kids is my favorite thing in the world. It’s taught me patience above all, and to relax a little! I’ve always been such an organized person, and my children have taught me to let go sometimes and embrace the chaos.” Her satisfaction is evident in everything she does, as is the remarkable fusion of her professionalism and the ease with which she follows her instincts. We designed the shoot around the concept of a female artistic performance, presence, and spirituality, and Adriana immersed herself in it almost ritually. In a time when technology threatens to flatten the diversity of our ideas, seeking to unify our thoughts, art and creativity become the last sanctuary of humanity. Beauty lies in our unpredictability, and the seed of liberation in embracing the imperfections we’ve long tried to escape. Watching Adriana “pose,” surrendering to the free movements of her body and trusting her instincts enough to know they will lead her to a place of joy, feels like a performance. Shooting with her is far more than just a photoshoot; it is a process in which she herself becomes art.
“Have you always been this free, present, and composed?” I ask her, curiously. “Discipline is what keeps me grounded! I’m very routine-oriented, and I love structure. But over the years, I’ve also learned to trust my body and my intuition, to know when it’s time to slow down or when it’s time to push forward”, she answers me. Authentic, warm, free, approachable, and gentle, with blue, smiling eyes. No, I tell my younger self, she is not a divine figure – she is simply human. And that is the most beautiful thing you can be today.
CBS' 'NCIS: Origins' premiere revealed why we've never heard this story from Gibbs before -- and who it's about.
Midway through NCIS: Origins‘ double-episode premiere on Monday night, we learned why former Special Agent Leroy Jethro Gibbs is telling us this story — and how it is that this could possibly be brand-new information for longtime fans of the original NCIS.
“This is a story I don’t tell…,” series narrator Mark Harmon’s Gibbs shared, while scribbling away in his notebook in front of a campfire. “This is the story… of her.”
“Her” being Special Agent Lala Dominguez, played by Mariel Molino, whom the camera cut to in the 1991 timeline. The character previously has been described as a former Marine with a dark sense of humor (and whose dynamic with Gibbs is “filled with sparks”).
“The story [Gibbs is telling] is largely about Lala,” NCIS: Origins co-showrunner David J. North affirms for TVLine. “It’s about a lot more than just Lala, but she is certainly a centerpiece of this story that we’ve never known, about how Gibbs became Gibbs.”
Coming up with this mysterious and clearly meaningful piece of Gibbs’ past “is the liberating part of our jobs,” notes co-showrunner Gina Lucita Monreal, who was a producer on NCIS from Seasons 12-18. (North was a producer on NCIS for a total of 10 years, most recently serving as a co-showrunner.) “We’ve written for so many years this character who is a man of few words, so giving a chance to actually hear inside his head has been such an interesting journey for us as writers.”
Why did Gibbs break out the pencil and moleskin now, though, after nearly two decades of silence about… “her”?
“He’s now been in Alaska for years, in the middle of absolute nowhere,” says North, who penned Mark Harmon’s NCIS Season 19 farewell episode. “He’s reflecting on his life, and I think this is a moment where he’s feeling like he doesn’t want to be gone and not put pen to paper, not take this story with him.”
And in case you didn’t clock Gibbs’ campfire cap, or what North let slip above, yes, Jethro is still where we last saw him some three years ago, in Alaska.
“He does like that hat…,” Monreal notes with a chuckle. “But yes, we wanted to show him where we left him. David wrote that farewell episode so beautifully, and we know that a lot of our fans are wondering where he is, if he’s alive and well, so we felt it was really important to place him in a space and time for this show.”
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The Women of 'The Boys' on Survival and the Show’s Extreme Moments
It’s tough being a woman — especially a woman of color — in the world of Prime Video’s The Boys. For the six women in the series — Annie aka Starlight (Erin Moriarty), Kimiko (Karen Fukuhara), Vice President-Elect Victoria Neurman (Claudia Doumit), Vought CEO Ashley Barrett (Colby Minifie), and newcomers Sister Sage (Susan Heyward) and Firecracker (Valorie Curry), it’s all about survival in a…
AGAINST THE HARSHLY LIT BACKDROP OF CALIFORNIA, QUEEN ADREENA’S SEXUALISED ROCK THEATRICS APPEAR AS A WELCOME BEACON OF DARK.
“I think childbirth is pretty fucking amazing,” says Katie Jane Garside. “I think that sex isn’t golden copulation. I think sex is like childbirth really I do. It’s blood, it’s blood and it’s caring and it’s breaking out.”
We are trying to draw correlations for Katie Jane’s rock'n'roll band, but somehow even with prompting in the direction of Frida Kahlo and some edging towards Anais Nin, we keep slipping out of highbrow into something more amniotic. It is disconcerting, particularly because the Pre-Raphelite dryad of a singer is intermittently slurping pink slush through a straw with matching coral vampire lips.
If the job of an artist is to make you reinterpret life, then Queen Adreena’s ectoplasmic chanteuse is due for promotion. It’s been a long time since a band came along with such a powerful, prenatural, psycho-sexual aura. Drop the fourth ‘e’ out of their name and you find its derivation in the notorious American dominatrix Queen Adrena, a six foot four giantess who specialises in crushing submissive men. A fascination with the fetish world surfaces again in Martina Hoogland-Ivanov’s Victorian postcard style short films made to accompany the album Taxidermy. In one scene guitarist Crispin Gray crawls on all fours with a bit in his mouth while a naked Garside rides forth. In another, the singer towers spookily, a 12 foot child giantess in a 19th century ballgown.
In less skilled hands the Adreenal vision of insane sex faery rock would be in danger of descending into the dungeon of camp, but Garside and Gray plus bassist Orson Wajih and drummer Billy Freedom have taken extreme pains and a good few years to perfect their current incarnation. In 1991 Gray and Garside were the creative core of the briefly mesmerising Daisy Chainsaw. Their electric chair punk and Garside’s damaged doll charisma made a sizeable impression, but only one album - LoveSickPleasure - emerged before “fragile” Katie ducked out of the spotlight, shaving her head and literally heading for the hills. Most of the '90s was spent recovering.
“I haven’t ever not been involved, I’ve always just done music,” says Katie. “It’s the one thing that’s been consistent in my life from the moment I can remember. I’ve always sung and it’s always given me solace, sanctity. It’s what’s kept me safe. Because I think art, or whatever you want to call it, it’s not, in my experience, a choice. If I don’t do what I do, I get very sick. I don’t want to make it sound too melodramatic, but what it does is allow me to be a witness of myself so I’m not absorbed by the other stuff that’s going on around me. That’s what I mean by it keeps me safe.”
In the intervening years before she met with Crispin again and reconciled their differences, Courtney Love had popularised Garside’s ripped petticoat and lace “kinder-whore” chic (“I adore Courtney, I think she’s amazing”). But no one apart from PJ Harvey proved much cop at the lid-off-female-subconscious volition. Backed by a ridiculously great band, Katie Jane is now the most stage-articulate and daring woman performer in music, making Tori Amos look like Sarah Brightman.
In LA, showcasing he Taxidermy album, she terrifies the crowd at the Viper Room. Her voice is now beautifully controlled, cutting from petal-child to succubus harlot. Eyes rolling beneath the flowerpinned snake tresses, she approximates possessed sex with the mic stand and spends half the show upside down. Then she heads to the nearest strip bar to study.
The music and the performance express a version of sexuality that goes against the norm. Is that a political act?
“I’m not sure that I want to be political, but I think the true feminine has been denied and is really being written out. It’s got just a tiny little edge of the screen and I think that’s why so many women are so down on themselves. You don’t really witness the true feminine at work very often at the moment, but I know that she’s bubbling underneath, and things like eating disorders, they’re symptomatic of that, because she’s being denied. She’s being forced out of existence, but whenever you repress something or deny something it comes back with such a force.”
Unlike her very distant relatives the goths, Garside does not melt in the tungsten sunshine of LA. She’s of a different shade. Her complexity and the close partnership with Crispin shine through in Taxidermy. “Madraykin” is a blues in calipers; “Hide From Time” a creaking womb; “Sleepwalking” a dreamscape and “Cold Fish” is bloody bones violence. It sounds like Jane’s Addiction fronted by Ophelia. Katie’s addiction however, is not going to fuck her up this time.
There’s a track called “Are The Songs My Disease?” which appears to be saying all this might be bad for your mental health.
“Yep, that’s true. But that’s what I meant in the beginning about if you’ve got a choice about this stuff don’t do it. But I’ve got nothing left to lose in a lot of ways. See, when the struggle really comes on, it’s taken me to some really, really crazy places that I wouldn’t have anyone else go to. It’s the place where people become Jim Morrison and Napoleon Bonaparte and where you become God and omnipotent and you think you’re the only thing alive. That’s the most frightening place I’ve ever been to and that’s also a kind of living death because there’s nowhere to go after that.”