Also health update
I’m an anomaly. I’ve been told by so many different doctors that it could be x, y, z that I stopped getting scared. I stopped entering terror. I just started nodding along with a good ol hmmm maybe
What I know for sure is that I have hyper adrenergic postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome and the adrenaline dumping started 6 months ago. And sometimes I don’t know who I am anymore.
I have ocular myasthenia gravis. I have gastroparesis now as well, sadly. OHSU has taken very good care of me and has done a great job with testing a research studies.
There is also the hypermobile Ehlers Danlos syndrome that caused so many oddities I thought normal for years. When I got the Moderna vaccine and then a particularly brutal strain of Covid, it just broke my body’s ability to keep the wool over my eyes
Incomplete lupus, but what can ya do. They won’t do anything until it’s completely formed and regardless, I have a gene that causes disease modifying drugs to be toxic to my body.
Mostly I’m okay tho, just because mentally I decided I have to be. If I lost myself in my despair I’d rob my mother of her youngest child and I don’t particularly feel like doing that.
I’m cruising.
