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Would you be interested in this Webtoon?

It's just a mockup; it's not online yet. I am hoping to post it by the end of this year!

Caminaras mil veces el mismo río de lagrimas, mantendras tus puños apretados con todas tus fuerzas mientras sabes que tus esperanzas resbalan por las paredes de una habitación roja, abandonada. 

Sentirás como tu visión se nubla, el dolor en el cerebro será cada vez más fuerte, punzante y frecuente, el doblar de las campanas de una iglesia inexistente estará en tu mente, resonando en tus oídos, ensordeciendo tus pensamientos.  Y no escaparas, no correrás, no lograras salir de ese dolor.

hello um i am new to this blog actually this whole thing so yeah. I guess you really didn't need to know that, oh well.

I don’t have issues with self esteem, Ren says that everyone is meant to have golden skin and flawless hair and perfect teeth. I run my lips across mine, the dentist gave me braces but I don’t really mind, they seem fine to me. Ren says that flawless hair is like messy and curly. I feel my hair. I guess is is messy, but I am not to sure about curly. Ren tells me about that perfect skinny body, I touch my waist and to be fair I have no idea whether or not I am skinny. He says people have “thigh gaps” I notice that there is no gap between my thighs. But I don’t mind much. I ask him about eys, what are beautiful eyes? He says any eyes are beautiful, but they need to have perfect eyelashes and eyebrows and eyeliner. I have never used eyeliner. I open my eyes to nothing. Of course I see nothing. I am blind.

The thing is, I don’t really care for sight. I was born blind you see. So how can I wish for something I have never had. The thing about those who can see they lust after things that they can acctualy see, or that they have actually witnessed. I haven’t witnessed sight so I don’t crave it, simple. I pay attention to other things of course, I hear better than people and smell better and taste better and touch better. Well that is what Ren says anyway, it seems normal to me.

When Ren talks about curly hair I have no idea what he means. I have felt it of course, but I am still not sure what exactly it is. That is the problem with being blind. Once someone goes on about colours or sights, I am stuck. The funny thing is most people seem to think that because I have no sight I am dumb. Just last week when I went shopping with mum and lost my way, the woman who lead me back to her spoke to me like I was a simpleton.

“I Kate, O-K-A-Y?” I take you to mamma!” She spoke slowly exaggerating words as if I was a toddler. To be honest it infuriated me, but in retrospect I assure you, I laugh at the thought of it. In the end I put “Kate” out of her misery.

“Alright Kate  I get it can you just take me to my mum, I am sure she is probably freaking out right now because she can’t find me. It does get awfully troublesome to find a blind kid” due to my superior hearing I heard her choke a little. Which made me smile. And incase you were wondering, yes I did find Mum. After a while.

I guess Ren is only one to gets me, he has a different view on things generally, I suppose you do if you are gay. Not that I am saying gay people are different but in my experience (and I only know Ren) gay people tend to be more… to the point, and they notice things that other people dont generally notice. To be short Ren acts as my eyes. But Ren does have I flaws, I usually hang out with Ren, scratch that I always hang out with Ren, and when we go into public places he will point out things that I would never notice or be able to see, most of these things tend to be guys.

“Holy shit, look at him! His hair it is perfect!”