#imsosappy

You are perfect to me.  I wish I wasn’t so attracted to you.  You’re one of my best friends and I’m glad that we are but I want to be more than that.  I’m happy with whatever outcome but I’m just sick of being alone.  You make me want to be an even better version of myself.  I know you said not to fall for you but how can I not?  You are an amazing person.  You say you’re eyes are very big but I find them attractive.  I’ve grown accustomed to them and I love your eyes when you smile.  I love your laugh.  It’s adorable.  When I look at you, everything just stops and my whole body trembles and eventually I let loose an uncontrollable smile that can’t be explained.  It’s just whenever I’m around you, things I stress about don’t seem to matter.  Just you.  I see it but you can’t just because I haven’t shown any confidence or motivation into wanting something to actually happen.  I can’t just wait, if I wanted something to happen, I should have done something about it.  I know it’s never too late, especially at this point in my life.  I feel like we’re perfectly imperfect for each other.  We don’t mesh well all the time but that’s what makes the idea of us perfect.  I want to make a move but I’m afraid it would ruin our friendship and I cherish that more than anything.  Just being your friend and seeing you is good enough for me.  When it’s just you and me, my heart races 10000 times when you speak and when you’re done talking and it’s time for my response, I have to take a slow pause to gather myself because you are breath-takingly beautiful.  How can I show you how much you mean to me without putting our friendship at risk?  I really want to know that answer.  I want to ask you on a date, knowing it may not go anywhere.  You are an amazing girl.  I’ve noticed that I fall for miss independent, where you don’t have to rely or depend on me for everything.  I can see us together but, sadly, I can also picture us not being together and just being friends.  Maybe this is just infatuation and I’ll eventually get over you when I meet someone else but as of right now, no other girl matters.  My mind is on you right now.  I can’t really say that about my heart at the moment but we’ll see.  But I guess for now, I’ll just be your friend.