#im adding her back

oh mauve my beloved you play music because you're so so so angry and you were made to be a rock or punk or metal baddie, screaming into a mic like you're about to die. and instead you're here, on stage, playing pop music with girls you hate to love and love to hate. it was fine when it was just you and a few idiots on the internet but now, now there is clothes and make-up and goddamn choreographies because apparently music isn't enough, and you're pressing some white powder on your gums hoping the high will make you feel less shitty but it doesn't, it doesn't, it just makes you reaaaaal bitchy to your bandmates. so you break the dream. break the guitar, rock style. except its not cool. its sad. its you fucking it all up AGAIN