#ilyish

Thank you. Oh gd it hurts. I cried loud and shouty when I hung up. But we chose this because we had to. You made the adult decision, and I realized you were right.

I don’t care if you don’t want the fates to be kind to you, I want them to. I want you to realize your dreams. I want to hear from random people about your brilliant work. I want you to get every opportunity, I want you to receive every kindness, in life.

I found a Dr Pepper glass in my cabinet today. It’s been in my house for years, but because it’s been in the back, usually in shadow, and has a dark design, I haven’t noticed it in months. Since before we dated, I think. But I stumbled on it yesterday as I looked at the tall glasses I very rarely use, and I wanted so badly to take a picture and send it to you.