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elves of arda âș house of finwĂ«Â âș headcanon disclaimer
ĂrimĂ« LalwendĂ« was the second daughter of FinwĂ« ĂoldĂłran and his third child with his second wife, Indis of the Vanyar. She was dark-haired and grey-eyed, much like FinwĂ« himself, and of all his children save FĂ«anĂĄro received the greatest portion of his affection. Nevertheless, FĂ«anĂĄro all but ignored her, despite her rash attempts to win his favor. Spurned by her half-brother, LalwendĂ« turned to her elder brother ĂolofinwĂ«, and grew closest to him of all her siblings.
Her elder sister Findis was gentle and reserved, in many ways LalwendĂ«âs opposite, and though the sisters loved each other they had few interests in common and spent little time together. LalwendĂ« doted on ArafinwĂ«, her only younger sibling, but when it came time to play she turned first to ĂolofinwĂ«, her favorite brother.
In time LalwendĂ« grew into a proud and noble princess. Though she was courted by many, she never wed, nor did she desire children; but the children of her brothers, even of FĂ«anĂĄro, she loved, and to many she was their favorite aunt. She was dearly loved by her father, taking after him in many ways, and though she was not deeply involved in the Ăoldorin court, she dwelt in the palace and often kept FinwĂ« company even as he received petitioners.
Though she did not follow her father when he and Fëanåro retreated to Formenos, Lalwendë was the only one of his children by Indis who came to visit him in exile. Thus it was that she was present when Melkor attacked, slaying Finwë as all his kin cowered in fear. That she could not save him was ever her greatest regret, and she swore she would not stand idle while any other of her loved ones perished.
As Darkness fell and the Ăoldor marched into their great Exile, LalwendĂ« stayed by ĂolofinwĂ«âs side, in her heart blaming FĂ«anĂĄro for FinwĂ«âs death. She was in the rearguard with her brother, and thus arrived at AlqualondĂ« after the slaughter had ended; but she continued onward, even after the Doom of Mandos was proclaimed and ArafinwĂ« turned back. She crossed the Grinding Ice with ĂolofinwĂ«âs host when the swan-ships were burned, forging deep bonds with her brotherâs children and strengthening her loyalty to him, the only Ăoldo she call her King. She held TurukĂĄno as he grieved for the loss of ElenwĂ« his wife, and hunted seals and bears with ĂrissĂ« to feed their starving people.
LalwendĂ« cried with joy alongside her kindred as the Moon rose and they stepped foot in Beleriand for the first time, and took up her sword when they were attacked by Moringottoâs foul creatures. True to her vow, she rushed into battle alongside her brother and his children, and when she saw her youngest nephew ArakĂĄno strike down the orc-captain and succumb to the throng of vengeful monsters, she rushed to his rescue. Alas, she was unable to save him, and he perished beneath light of the newborn Moon; yet she recovered his body at the least, but not before sustaining a dreadful blow to her right leg that would haunt her for the rest of her days.
After burying their dead, ĂolofinwĂ« led the remnant of his host to the very gates of Angamando, Moringottoâs dread, dark fortress. The foul vapors cloaking his stronghold were burned away as the Sun rose into the sky for the first time, and LalwendĂ«, despite the agony of her injured leg, refused to stay behind, believing there were others more in need of healing and refusing to abandon her brother in his time of great grief and fury. As a result, even when she later submitted to treatment, her leg would never fully heal, and she would walk with a limp ever after. Her faithful retainer Aldaron now became her personal assistant, aiding her in the everyday tasks she could not now complete with ease.
Despite her infirmity, LalwendĂ«, now called simply Lalwen, was a steadfast advisor to her brother Fingolfin through many trials both personal and political. When Maedhros was rescued by Fingon and surrendered the crown to his uncle, Lalwen was instrumental in smoothing over relations between the NolofinwĂ«an and FĂ«anorian camps, reminding all involved of better times in Valinor and their shared duty to lead their people. But no matter her sympathetic relations with her half-brotherâs kindred, she was always most loyal to Fingolfin, and swore her service to him as High King of the Noldor.
At the Mereth Aderthad, Lalwen enjoyed the earliest fruits of her labors as all the Noldor, and their Sindar allies, came together in harmony and celebration. It was at this gathering that she first met CĂrdan, Lord of the Havens of the Falas, and immediately took a liking to him for his dry wit, clever political acumen, and humble disposition. Seeing that his sister was favorably inclined toward CĂrdan, Fingolfin then decided that she would be his envoy to the Falas.
At first Lalwen is upset with her assignment; she dislikes being sidelined and is still in denial about the extent of her injury and its limits on her desired exploits. Still, she obeys her King. Aldaronâknown now as Galdorâfollows her and a small retinue to Eglarest.
She settles in to her place at the Havens and has a pleasant time, despite her dissatisfaction. Only when she attends Galadriel and Celebornâs wedding, held just outside the Girdle of Melian to accommodate both their relationsâ attendance, does she understand the importance of maintaining a good relationship with the Sindar of the Falas.
Though Thingol exchanges pleasantries with Fingolfin, Lalwen sees clearly now that the Noldor will find little aid or friendship from the Sindar of Doriath. The Sindar of Mithrim have proved steadfast allies already; the Sindar of the Falas will be crucial to bring to their side also, for the Iathrim under their isolationist king would prove unhelpful in times of need. Lalwen returns to Eglarest with a better attitude toward her assignment, and truly sets herself to her task.
During the Dagor Aglareb, Lalwen insists on fighting alongside the Falathrim against a band of orcs who broke through the broader Noldorin defenses, but her old injury acts up and she is almost killed in the skirmish. CĂrdan saves her life on the battlefield, and Lalwen is forced to finally accept the reality of her disability in full.
Over the next decade, Finrod visits the Falas while constructing Barad Nimras. While there, he helps CĂrdan redesign and expand portions Eglarest and Brithombar, and spends time with his favorite aunt.
At some point, rumors of the Kinslaying at AlqualondĂ« reach the Falathrim, and CĂrdan is deeply troubled by what his Noldorin friends and allies may have done. He asks Lalwen about what happened, and, knowing it would be unwise to tell the truth (especially without Fingolfinâs approval), she evades, admitting there was a fight but omitting any deaths.
CĂrdan and Lalwen grow closer as friends, spending much of their time together. Lalwen also befriends Hithaer, CĂrdanâs sister, but not long afterward, Hithaer marries AranwĂ«, one of Turgonâs followers, and moves to Vinyamar with him.
Eventually the truth of the Kinslaying is discovered by Thingol, who in his anger issues a Beleriand-wide ban on speaking Quenya. Lalwen scoffs at the thought that he can rule the Noldor, and though CĂrdan has often been sympathetic to her and her people, he is also furious about the murder of his kindred and especially that Lalwen lied to him.
Hurt and guilty, Lalwen returns to Barad Eithel to be with her people and her family. While there, she observes her nephews Fingon and Maedhros become increasingly bold with their âsecretâ relationship, and remarks to Fingolfin that she would expect them to wed soon if she didnât know better. (They are already married.)
Eventually, after a few years of exchanging letters, Lalwen returns to the Falas and reconciles with CĂrdan. She apologizes for her deceit, reassures him that she herself is not a Kinslayer, and they mend fences. CĂrdan does not officially condone the use of Quenya by those Noldor who dwell in his cities, but he does not enforce the Thingolâs ban, either.
Daeron visits Eglarest and overhears Quenya being spoken. He confronts CĂrdan about not enforcing the ban and urges him to oust Lalwen from the city, blaming her for Noldorin indiscretions. CĂrdan assures him that he will rectify the situation, but has no intention to do so. Learning that CĂrdan lied for her, Lalwen is struck by how close they have become, and realizes that she may be falling a little bit in love, something she never thought would happen.
Turgon and his followers leave for Gondolin. Hithaerâs husband AranwĂ« and their son VoronwĂ« are among those who depart, but she does not accompany them, instead choosing to return to Eglarest and be with her brother, who comforts her in her grief at separation from her family.
Upon learning what little information can be gleaned about Turgonâs hidden, isolated city, Lalwen grows deeply concerned about Aredhel, who went with her brother. She knows that for all Aredhelâs love for Turgon and Idril, such confinement will chafe at her, and Lalwen worries for her fate. CĂrdan comforts Lalwen, also; privately, Lalwen accepts her love for her friend, and begins to suspect (and hope) he may love her too. They linger in mutual pining for some time.
Near the end of the Long Peace (though they do not know it), Aegnor visits Lalwen, seeking her advice and hoping it will be better than his brothersâ. He is in love with Andreth, a mortal woman of the House of BĂ«or, and is torn on what to do. Finrod and Angrod both discourage such a relationship, but yet his love remains. Lalwen counsels her nephew to follow his heart, and Aegnor, who sees her and CĂrdanâs mutual attraction, challenges her to do the same. Nevertheless, nothing (yet) changes between Lalwen and CĂrdan.
When the Dagor Bragollach breaks out, Lalwen feels powerless to help her kindred. CĂrdan wishes he could help the Noldor, but he is focused on defending his own people and shoring up the defenses of Brithombar and Eglarest. Any Falathrim who had dwelt in outlying settlements are forced to flee to the Falasâ sister cities, swelling their population and increasing CĂrdan and Lalwenâs duties as the effective co-rulers of Eglarest and Brithombar.
When news comes of Fingolfinâs death, Lalwen is struck low with a deep, consuming grief. She blames herself for not being present in Hithlum to dissuade him from his despair and foolhardiness. CĂrdan comforts her, devoting himself to her care as much as he can given his duties. Eventually, he confesses his love for her, and Lalwen reciprocates. They enter into a quiet courtship.
Fingon is crowned High King of the Noldor. He sends his children, Gil-galad and Erien, to the Falas for safekeeping, where Lalwen and CĂrdan foster them. CĂrdan sends aid to Fingon when orcs break through Hithlumâs defenses, and Morgothâs forces are repelled.
News comes but once from Gondolin this whole time: Aredhel has died at the hands of her mysterious dark-elf husband Eöl. Their son, Maeglin, dwells in Gondolin. Lalwen grieves her nieceâs death and attempts to contact Turgon, but receives no further word from him.
Lalwen and CĂrdan send aid to the Union of Maedhros and Fingon: two companies of spearman and as much supplies as they can spare. Gil-galad and Erien demand to accompany them and support their fathers, but they are still too young and are refused.
The Union is betrayed, and the NĂrnaeth ArnĆdiad ends in tragedy. Fingon is slain, leaving the kingship uncertain, for Gil-galad is too young for the crown and Turgon has retreated back to Gondolin, abandoning the rest of the Noldor. CĂrdan suggests Lalwen could take up the throne, but she refuses, never having wanted that burden, and believing she could better serve as an unofficial regent to Gil-galad as he comes into his own.
In the aftermath of the Fifth Battle, Morgoth attacks the Havens of the Falas. Brithombar, Eglarest, and Barad Nimras are destroyed. CĂrdan leads survivors to safety upon the Isle of Balar, where Ulmo and OssĂ« hold back the forces of evil.
Lalwen remains with him. At this point, though she remains a proud Noldo princess, she is all but irrevocably joined to the Falathrim and is beloved by them. In that light, she and CĂrdan make their relationship public, and they are privately betrothed.
In one of his first military exercises, young Gil-galad (under Lalwen and CĂrdanâs supervision, and with his sisterâs support) reclaims the land around the Mouths of Sirion. A second haven is established, Arvernien. In the aftermath of this victory, Lalwen and CĂrdan publicly announce their engagement.
Turgon breaks the silence surrounding Gondolin, sending the first of seven messengers to the Havens asking for CĂrdanâs help in building ships to sail to Valinor to beg aid of the Valar. Though CĂrdan and Lalwen doubt this gambit will work, they agree, for it is better than doing nothing. CĂrdanâs work begins. Erien finds herself a capable ship-builder under her foster-fatherâs guidance.
As the other six mariners trickle in to Sirion and each depart on their doomed voyages, Lalwen grows increasingly bitter about Turgonâs distance.
The final sailor to arrive is none other than VoronwĂ«, CĂrdanâs own nephew. He is eager to reunite with his parents, and discovers in horror that his father AranwĂ« is not there: early on in the first journey to Gondolin, he had changed his mind and turned back to be with his wife, but was slain in the wilderness. Not until now did VoronwĂ« and his mother Hithaer discover the truth, for each thought AranwĂ« was with the other.
Despite that tragedy, there is great gladness upon the Isle of Balar for at least one day: Lalwen and CĂrdan are finally married! Yet the very next day, VoronwĂ« departs in the seventh of Turgonâs ships, and Hithaer despairs that he will ever return, parted from her again so soon.
Ulmo comes to CĂrdan in a dream and warns him of Nargothrondâs impending doom. CĂrdan sends Gelmir and Arminas, two Noldor who dwell with the Falathrim, as messengers to Orodreth with a grave warning.
Yet the warning is ignored, and soon Nargothrond falls. Orodreth and his daughter are slain; the hidden kingdom falls; and his queen Amathluin leads survivors to the Havens of Sirion. Among them is Celebrimbor, the son of Curufin and Lalwenâs great-nephew, and she welcomes him gladly despite his fatherâs misdeeds.
Thingol is slain by dwarves, and not long after, the Sons of FĂ«anor descend upon Doriath and destroy the kingdom. Doriathâs king and queen are murdered and their twin sons lost, and those Iathrim who survive the ruin are led to the Havens of Sirion by their remaining lords: Galadriel, Celeborn, and Oropher. With them is Elwing, only three years old and carrying the heavy burden of the Silmaril.
Lalwen quietly departs Arvernien for Balar, and does not return, not wishing to stir up further resentment against the Noldor among the Iathrim who dwell there. Celebrimbor and his cousins Gil-galad and Erien go with her, but CĂrdan splits his time equally between Balar and Arvernien.
Gondolin falls, and Turgon is slain. Idril and her mortal husband Tuor lead survivors to the Havens, which are now officially divided in leadership. Though any free folk are welcome in either Haven, Arvernien is now ruled jointly by Amathluin, Galadriel and Celeborn, Oropher, and Idril and Tuor, and is composed mostly of refugees from Nargothrond, Doriath, and Gondolin. Balar is ruled by Lalwen and CĂrdan, as it always has been, with their fosterlings Gil-galad and Erien as deputies, and is mostly composed of those who originally called themselves Falathrim or Mithrim Sindar, with a few Noldor scattered amongst them.
VoronwĂ« is miraculously reunited with his family, having survived a near-drowing in his attempt to reach Valinor and become Tuorâs guide and dear friend in Gondolin.
The remaining Sons of FĂ«anor dwell in a fortress upon Amon Ereb, the last true stronghold in Beleriand. They do not yet know of Elwingâs survival and the Silmarilâs location, but everyone in the Havens fears the day when it becomes known.
Lalwen and CĂrdan observe the peredhil children Elwing and EĂ€rendil growing up, and watch their foster children Gil-galad and Erien come into full adulthood. Musing together on life, death, and hope, they decide to have a child together, despite the danger surrounding them, for when else might they have a chance for such joy amidst sorrow?
A year later, Ilverion MeldinkĂ« (known later as Ilfrin Littleheart) is born to Lalwen and CĂrdan. He is doted upon by all and showered with gifts. His foster siblings swear to protect him always, VoronwĂ« is so charmed by him that he relocates from Arvernien to Balar, and Lalwen and CĂrdan have never been happier, despite the darkness of the world around them.
Yet darkness persists, and grows more dangerous. While out hunting and fishing, Hithaer is killed by orcs, who press ever closer to the Havens. CĂrdan and VoronwĂ« mourn her, and Lalwen comforts them as best she can. This is Ilverionâs first taste of loss, but it will not be his last.
Though he grows slower than the peredhil, Ilverion still considers Elwing and EĂ€rendil his friends, and he has a place of honor at their wedding. Lalwen and CĂrdan are alarmed at how young they marry, but Idril and Tuor do not seem concerned, and so they say nothing. Yet Idril and Tuor then depart Middle-earth forever, leaving their son and his new wife.
Elrond and Elros are born to Elwing and EĂ€rendil. Once more, children bring great joy and light to the survivors at the Havens, but EĂ€rendilâs heart is turned ever toward the sea. CĂrdan assists EĂ€rendil in the building of VingilĂłtĂ«, though he cannot imagine of EĂ€rendil could leave his sons when they are yet so young.
The Sons of FĂ«anor learn of the Silmaril and demand it from Elwing, who refuses. CĂrdan and Lalwen do their best to prepare for what may come next, but their âinterferenceâ is not welcomed by the council of leaders in Arvernien.
The Third Kinslaying destroys Arvernien. Two FĂ«anorions die, as does Amathluin of Nargothrond and many, many others. EĂ€rendil is away; Elwing dives into the sea and disappears with the Silmaril; and Elros and Elrond are kidnapped by Maedhros and Maglor. CĂrdan and Gil-galad arrive too late with aid, and are horrified by the devastation.
(Lalwen weeps for the boys she used to love turned to monsters and murderers; of those few surviving Finwëans, only Celebrimbor can understand her pain.)
What survivors of Arvernien that remain are led by Galadriel, Celeborn, and Oropher to the Isle of Balar, which has now become the last remaining free settlement in all of Beleriand. The Sons of FĂ«anor (and their captives) roam the coastline. Refugees from the ruin of Beleriand still trickle in to the last Haven, but they are few and far between, and mostly mortal Men, not elves.
The Star of EĂ€rendil rises, and sensing both hope and war on the horizon, Gil-galad at last officially claims the High Kingship of the Noldor. His foster parents, his sister, and young Ilverion are all very proud of him.
Ulmo visits CĂrdan in a dream and warns him of the coming of the Host of the Valar. CĂrdan, Lalwen, Gil-galad, and the leaders of the Sindar take counsel, and somewhat hesitantly agree to reach out to Maedhros, Maglor, and their followers to form an alliance, for war is on the horizon, and no matter their atrocities, the Sons of FĂ«anor still hate Morgoth more than aught else. Maedhros is receptive, but tensions are high; yet it is discovered that Elrond and Elros yet live under the FĂ«anorionsâ care, and there is great joy upon Balar.
The Host of the Valar land upon the shores of Beleriand, driving back the forces of Morgoth. The united leaders of Beleriand greet their new allies and push back against the assumption that Arafinwë, Ingwion, and Eönwë will take full control of the war effort.
After centuries of pain and grief, ĂrimĂ« LalwendĂ« is finally reunited with her brother ArafinwĂ« Ingoldo. Despite everything, she is still his big sister, and she vows to herself that she will not fail him as she has failed so many others.
The War of Wrath begins, and rages for decades. CĂrdan is a great tactician in battle, finding a grudging respect for Maedhrosâ equally brilliant mind. Gil-galad and Erien are at last allowed to fight for their people and their family, though they keep their distance from Maedhros. Lalwenâs disability prevents her from fighting on the battlefield, but she sticks close to ArafinwĂ«âs side nevertheless. Ilverion remains on Balar, still far too young to fight, and resents that he is not allowed to help out.
Exactly 100 years after the fall of Fingolfin, Lalwen follows Finarfin into battle despite everything. She does not intend to fight, only observe, advise, and heal, but when she sees a mighty troll bearing down upon her little brother, she cannot stand idly by. She rushes to his aid, saving him and dying in his stead.
CĂrdan is overcome with grief. He sends Ilverion to live with VoronwĂ«, who dwells alone on the far shore of the Isle of Balar now that Tuor and Idril have left. VoronwĂ« becomes a foster father to Ilverion, and CĂrdan recommits himself to winning the war in his fallen wifeâs honor.
The War of Wrath at last is won. Morgoth is defeated; the last sons of FĂ«anor meet their tragic ends, taking the Silmarils with them; Beleriand is destroyed. VoronwĂ« and Ilverion choose to sail to Valinor and find peace, but CĂrdan remains in Middle-earth, knowing in his heart that he shall be the very last elf to sail. He leads what remains of the Falathrim and any who would join him to a new haven on the shores of the new westernmost coast, where the Havens of Mithlond shall stand for thousands of years. They dwell under the protection of Gil-galad and make their own peace as the Second Age dawns.
Only in the Fourth Age, as the time of the elves comes to a close in Middle-earth, does CĂrdan finally, finally sail home, Lalwenâs faithful servant Galdor with him as well as Celeborn.
Upon Tol EressĂ«a, CĂrdan finds his family whole at last: VoronwĂ« and Ilverion, joyously alive, and Lalwen and Hithaer, joyously reborn.
@tolkiengenweek day one | mentorship â community | the lambengolmor
Though FĂ«anor after the days of his first youth took no more active part in linguistic lore and enquiry, he is credited by tradition with the foundation of a school of Lambengolmor or âLoremasters of Tongues' to carry on this work. This continued in existence among the Noldor, even through the rigours and disasters of the Flight from Aman and the Wars in Beleriand, and it survived indeed to return to EressĂ«a. Of the School the most eminent member after the founder was, or still is, Pengolodh, an Elf of mixed Sindarin and Ăoldorin ancestry, born in Nevrast, who lived in Gondolin from its foundation. He wrote both in Sindarin and in Quenya. He was one of the survivors of the destruction of Gondolin, from which he rescued a few ancient writings, and some of his own copies, compilations, and commentaries. It is due to this, and to his prodigious memory, that much of the knowledge of the Elder Days was preserved.
âThe History of Middle-earth: Volume XI: The War of the Jewels, âQuendi and Eldarâ
Notes:
âLoremasters of tonguesâ and âlinguistic loremastersâ are two canonical translations of the word Lambengolmor
FĂ«anor, RĂșmil, and Pengolodh are the only characters who are canonically part of the Lambengolmor
RĂșmilâs epessĂ« Saratitamo is my headcanon; it translates literally to âmaker of the Saratiâ
We donât know for certain that RĂșmil taught FĂ«anor, but it is likely considering FĂ«anorâs expansion of his work (adapting the Sarati to the Tengwar)
FĂ«anor obviously did many other things besides founding the Lambengolmor and creating the Tengwar, but those are his two achievements related to this topic
Quennar i OnĂłtimo was a loremaster of Aman and possibly of Beleriand; he wrote mostly about timekeeping (thus his epessĂ« i OnĂłtimo, meaning âthe Reckonerâ); though he is not specified to be among the Lambengolmor, his first name means âelf-speakerâ and he canonically devised the word menel, âheavens/firmament,â which in my mind makes him an excellent candidate for a linguistic loremaster
The QuettĂșri (âword-mastersâ) were a concept related to the Lambengolmor; we donât know Quennar was associated with them, but I wanted to include them in this edit so I used him as a link between the two organizations; in coining new words, the QuettĂșri specifically exercised lĂĄmatyĂĄvĂ« (âsound-tasteâ), the practice of taking pleasure in the sounds and forms of words (phonaesthesia)
Penlodâs place among the Lambengolmor of Gondolin is my headcanon; I put them as the leader of the House of the Pillar (later taking on the House of the Tower of Snow as well) and the chief loremaster of Gondolin
I adapt the Cottage of Lost Play into a school of learning and lore, and so I have given the characters who appear as storytellers in The Book of Lost Tales the role of loremasters, thus making them part of the Lambengolmor
Evromord was a proto-RĂșmil character, and Gilfanon lived in the House of a Hundred Chimneys; I also headcanon they are survivors of Gondolinâs fall who sailed to Tol EressĂ«a after the First Age; Evromordâs headcanoned epessĂ« Fennatir is neo-Quenya for âdoor-watcher,â a nod to his role in BoLT as the door-ward of the Cottage
Lindo and VairilmĂ« are the keepers of the Cottage of Lost Play in BoLT (VairilmĂ«âs name there is actually VairĂ«, but I tweaked it to distinguish her from the ValiĂ«); they are a married couple
Ilverion Littleheart is the son of Voronwë (though I headcanon Voronwë adopted him), and is another storyteller at the Cottage in BoLT
Meril-i-Turinqi is the Queen of Tol Eressëa in BoLT, and since she also tells stories I have made her a loremaster as well, though she acts primarily as a patron of the Cottage and does not dwell there herself
Quendingoldo is the Quenya name for Pengolodh
For more on my headcanons about these characters, check out these posts in my Peoples of Arda edit series: Lambengolmor, Cottage of Lost Play, House of the Pillar
