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iloperidone/fanapt has been workin okay. still hallucinating a lot, mostly seeing people who aren’t there, and experiencing some delusions (as i’ve been told), but feeling slightly more stable because i haven’t been having meltdowns every night. just really unmotivated and depressed. i have been realizing ever since going on latuda i shake uncontrollably pretty much all day every day, plus massive headaches every night. fanapt was very difficult tapering on to, my heart rate was in the 160 and 170 range, it felt like my heart was beating out of my chest, and my blood pressures been really low. i felt like i was dying but it all calmed down after a week and a half. so yeah there’s the update

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Ran out of rexulti after the sample pack my doctor gave me. saw my psychiatrist yesterday and we decided to switch me from rexulti because it wasn’t doing much and i’ve been very aggressive, agitated, and suicidal. switched to fanapt (iloperidone). Really hoping it helps, but i am worried about the low blood pressure that comes with it because i already struggle with being very dizzy when i get up. anyone have any experiences on fanapt for schizoaffective disorder or schizophrenia?

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So, I started taking carbamazepine (tetregol) on Sunday, which was actually planned out over a month ago by my psych and I at our last appointment in September because I did NOT want to have a repeat of caplyta and spent October as a zombie and miss out on Halloween events and the Something Corporate concert and Emo Night Tour and everything, you know? So that was the plan, to start it a night after ENT; cool right?

But then of course ENT gets cancelled literally two hours before it started, it triggers a manic episode (okay, to be fair, I was manic before it got cancelled, I guess...), I start the carbamazepine, and of course, have a terrible reaction.

And what a fucking WEEK to have a terrible reaction to it.

I tried to give it a couple days, but, I couldn't even walk up the stairs unassisted, so on Tuesday night Michael was just like, you gotta call your psych, and I was just like, so defeated... like, are my options to either be depressed or a zombie?! Because this is exactly what happened with the caplyta last fall. Except I gave that med three and a half weeks of being a zombie before I gave up on it and went back on vraylar. So I've spent over a fucking YEAR being depressed and ragey. And that's not fair to my girls...

So, I stop the carbamazepine, and, this morning, wake up feeling not great, but I wasn't falling off the treadmill like the last few days at least?? I was able to drive Peanut to the dentist and to school, which, I HAD to, so that's good? And I got home, and took the fanapt, and then got in the shower and semi blow-dried my hair and then... could barely keep my eyes open and fell down the stairs.

And then googled fanapt and discovered it causes sedation and drowsiness and could barely make it to the sidewalk when Lil's bus got home.

EMBARRASSING.

So I guess we'll see how it goes. I'm supposed to take another one this evening 😭 And increase the dosage tomorrow, and the next day, and the next...

Maybe I'm just doomed to be depressed forever?? Idk. Things are not looking good.

I'm swaying right now, and it's supposed to be nap time and it's taken me fifty fucking minutes to type this out 😭 I guess that's my cue to fuck this.

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