#illmakeitthrough

I’ll make it through, it’s a mess but I’ll make it to the water, wade to the other side, and there’ll be even more trees and branches and bracken on the other side, but I’ll make it through and keep going if I have to . Check out this image alongside a bunch of other amazing pinhole images in @analogforeverzine online group exhibition "Camera Obscura" up now - Link in my bio! . . Sangamon Creek Monticello, Ill.; May 2006 Zero 2000 Pinhole, Fuji Acros 100 . . . #illmakeitthrough #sangamonriver #monticelloillinois #zeroimage2000 #pinholecamera #mediumformatfilm #blancetnoir #blackandwhitefilm #fujiacros #onfilm #sheshootsfilm #shootitwithfilm #onfilmdiary #photofilmy #analogclub #analogueforever #analoguepeople #filmphotomag #photo_collective #dreamermagazine #beginmag #explorerdiary #forevermagazine #portlandphotography #femalephotographers #thefemaleframe (at Monticello, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0NaFRrhFj8/?igshid=1l0zuggmozq6a

My life is in shambles, yet it's coming together into something beautiful. This is the hardest, scariest journey I've ever been on. But I know once I'm through it life will be better. There is happiness out there for me. The darkness will fade and I'll find the light again. #words #illmakeitthrough #bossassbitch

MOOD

I felt like i was no longer needed. Like i no longer mattered to anyone. But then,, I talked to you.. And that changed. For some reason I've been in a really good mood today which, considering everything that is currently going on in my life is rather odd. I think that I'm at a point with myself where i would rather live through all of this hell, and be able to see the bright things that will eventually emerge , than to just quit. I am NOT a quitter. All of my issues that I am having have only made me strive for better. My goals have become more clear, and my level of motivation and determination to get there have both considerately increased.