#ihatelovingyou

An update for all the people who don’t care: He still hasn’t faught for me. His life will go on completely normal while I can’t even seem to breathe or sleep without him

Its funny, no matter how long it has been, no matter how many times you have forced them out of your head…that one person that is just out of reach reappears, and fucks up your live, or saves the day. And as mad as you are that you then can’t stop thinking about them, you are glad they are in your thoughts.

I hate loving you.

I wish I could hate you.

+Me gustabas bien.- Declaré con un nudo en la garganta. -Te gustaba.., ¿ya no? -preguntó. +Descubrí que tú nunca pondrías un ojo en mi, estás cayendo por un abismo en el cuál existe una obsesión, tiene nombre y apellido. Y no tienes la más mínima idea de lo mucho que duele saber que esa no soy yo. -Exclamé, para luego quebrarme en un llanto profundo.

I love you beyond words. My heart is ruined for any other. I can’t see how i could ever feel this way about another man. I want our little girl that i envisioned so long ago. She was perfect and we can name her Terra. I wish you could have seen her too. Then maybe you’d understand why i can’t get past you.

Faria qualquer coisa para meu coração parar de doer.

Merda , nem eu sabia que te amava tanto.