#ifyouwantedto

If You Wanted To: Not Waiting Anymore 💙

💫 Written / Studio Start: January 6, 2026

This one grew from the last song a natural continuation and a deeper commitment to self-care and boundaries. I wrote it while thinking about letting go and finally choosing myself. It was a bright, sunny January morning, and even though the light was crisp, the song has a soft melancholic undertone, like accepting something without bitterness.

I started with the chorus in mind: “I’m not waiting anymore.” From there, the verses flowed naturally, each one spilling every secret I’d held about feeling unseen, waiting for responses that never came, and staying kind through it all.

In the studio, I added gentle piano, soft electric pads, and tiny percussive textures that give the song warmth and intimacy. I layered the vocals to carry emotion without forcing drama every quiet sigh, every pause, every whispered word is there to make the listener feel the truth of choosing yourself, softly but firmly.

💌 Dedicated: To everyone learning that patience is important, but self-respect and choosing yourself are even more so.

All of these songs are little snapshots of my heart and my growth over the past few months. Every line, every note, every pause has been thought through like a warm cup of tea on a quiet night, a soft blanket around your shoulders, a safe space to feel and reflect. They’re all pieces of me, and now they’re little gifts for all of you. 🕯️💖

If You Wanted To… 🌟

💫 Written / Studio Start: November 10, 2025

This song was different it was clarity. It came from the realization that love, effort, and attention are choices. I wrote it on a soft, chilly evening, wrapped in blankets, listening to the wind tap against my window, thinking about all the times I’d waited and wondered.

I started with a line that immediately felt viral “If you wanted to, you would.” It was simple, honest, and so relatable. The rest of the song unfolded from there, verse by verse, until it became a soft anthem of clarity and self-respect.

By November 12, I was in the studio again. I layered gentle synths, soft piano, and cozy percussion to support the vocals. Every layer was carefully chosen to emphasize softness, vulnerability, and quiet strength no overdramatic highs, just honesty that resonates. I even spent a little time on the bridge making space for reflection, letting the words linger like a sigh in the room.