No more wasted time, not one more day.
Tomorrow is the day. If/Then round 2. How did we end up here? I fought hard to be able to come back, even though I don't live far from NYC. i haven't been able to wrap my head around it. It sounds like a lie, but I've been so busy that it almost doesn't seem real to me. I'm glad I get to go back and see a show I care so deeply about. I'm excited to have a different kind of experience this time around with the same emotions. Also, I'm hoping to meet more of the cast at the stage door, whether it happens or not and if it doesn't I have to learn to be okay with that.
I have to mention Anthony Rapp because I can't even believe I'm seeing him on broadway. I'm excited to see everyone else too, but I never thought I would be able to see him in anything since I missed him when he came back to RENT in 2007. I hope I meet him and get some words out. It would honestly mean so much.
Of course, I'm excited to see Idina too. This will be my 4th time seeing her live so it's nothing to me, but she's even better in person. I know a lot of shit has gone down with my connection to her in the past 2 weeks, but I am genuinely happy I get to see her again in a role I really enjoy her in. It's amazing to be able to look at Elizabeth's character and say "this is me," If only she could play it forever, but life goes on!
SO.. round 2. Tomorrow. Let's do this!
