#ifnotonlyforyou

I'm starting to realize that I have more sad moments than happy moments. That's the reason why I'm constantly asking myself if this is worth it. Is it worth it to continue working when my feelings are like this? Is it really worth it to wait when I don't even know what I'm waiting for? Is my life even worth it to go on? I really hate it when I'm being like this again. I thought this depression will be back after a long time but here it is again, trying to ruin me again. 😞 Can you not come back until next year? At least after I've found a new career. Because I really don't what to do with this fuxking life. 😔😔😔 Hope that someone can tell me that everything's gonna be fine.