#idon'tknowanymore

Yeah hello I’m StarDraws143 from DeviantArt here where I started: https://stardraws143.deviantart.com/

I miss love. I miss being loved. I miss the sense of security you'd get from it. I miss the bitterness, the sweetness, the moments where I'd melt out of embarrassment. Being able to talk for hours and laugh and be silly and stupid and cheesy and not get bored. Getting frustrated about nothing. And those moments where my stomach would turn upside down and downside up over and over. I miss the hugs and kisses. And I miss the electricity that would shoot through me and how the temperature suddenly rose to 100 degrees Celsius when you'd appear. I miss being seen as attractive rather than a little sister. And I miss the times when I didn't have to worry about a thing because there was always someone there I knew I could rely on 100%. I just miss it so much. I'm surrounded by people who flaunt it all the time... And what makes it so much worse is that I don't know if I'll ever be able to experience it again.

You kept me close, as if it was the Winter had just started to come. You warmth spread through my whole body, engulfing me in your flames. 

*goes home and cries into pillow for hours upon hours*