#idol hell

Last night I was thinking about how I miss Shizuairi adlriufhaelirufbaileurgb

And today, Being the pjsk fan I am (aswell as a huge furirin glazer and Seiyuu enthusiast in general), went onto bilibili to see if I could see any videos from day one of proseka 5th anni kanshasai seeing as that was last night and oh my goodness the amount of happy screams I have screamt in the last hour

THIS… THIS!

I have seen the pjsk movie and Ik they were making the choreography for fun similar to how it was in that, BUT THIS IS LOW KEY MORE GAY AND AUAUAUAUAUUA ITS LOW KEY SHIZUAIRI AHHH I STARTED JUMPING AROUND AND STIMMING SO SO MUCH WHEN I SAW THIS A,ISRUFBALSIURBFALSIURFBILAUSRBVLIAUSFVB LOOK AT THEMMM I WAS ALREADY OVERJOYED ENOUGH FROM SEEING FURIRIN THERE BUT AHHHHH SOMEONE SAVE MEEEE

If I knew them personally I would be thanking furirin and hon-chan for this on repeat ITS LIKE A LIVE ACTION SHIZUAIRI IMESF,IGUUKZSRHFILUHADGRKUHFD

on Wednesday night I opened D4DJ to find that this event had begun! as an avid fan of Hayate I knew I had to compete (ahem grind).

I MEAN HELLO??? look at this card. 🩷

So I started grinding. AND I MEAN GRINDING. from the morning I wake up to the moment I go to bed I am nonstop playing D4DJ to get those gems. I actually have grinded enough that I've done 200 pulls! But... There's been no luck for Hayate.

So forced I am to continue. And I thought hey, at this point I may as well tier? WELL it went better than I would have thought!!!

[image description: a bandori screenshot showing kaoru kneeling in front of kokoro. kaoru says "as the great bard once said, actions speak louder than words... i have been approached by many a scout in my time, but you, my princess... fufu. you are a strong one. /end ID]

But I never ever again get so obsessed to the point of going for the Top 10 or top 100 again in my life .

I'll be perfectly content wherever I get in the rankings.

Never again UtaPri.

I left because it was too unhealthy and I was forgetting to actually live my life.

I still love UtaPri, and obviously my precious baby Ai-chan.

But it was a toxic relationship so I'm sorry.

HIIIII! NICE TO MEETCHA

I’m Blossom, and I have no idea how to use this website, but I’m gonna try

I’m a former/rarely ever active quotev user, so that’s really the basis of my knowledge on how to use tumblr (very sad). I’m going to try and write fanfics, and maybe even post art! I’m a gyaru, and a big pearl (splatoon) kinnie!!! I am also a MINORRRRRR so don’t do anything creepy omg. My prns are she/her, and maybe they but I still have noooo idea. I’m a POC (mixed black and white), and I’m also some kind of queer! I love music and videogames!

Here are my fandoms and interests! (bold means I’m really into it, italic means I’m planning on getting into it soon)

Five Nights at Freddy’s

Splatoon 

Vocaloid (Project Diva and Project Sekai too!)

Animal Crossing

Bandori/BanG Dream

D4DJ

Love Live!

A Series of Unfortunate Events

Cuphead

Toilet Bound Hanako Kun

Jojo’s Bizzare Adventure

Cookie Run

Madoka Magica

Demon Slayer

Little Nightmares

Beastars

Disastrous Life of Saiki K

Danganronpa

Evangelion

Aggretsuko

Little Witch Academia

Dead By Daylight

Helluva Boss

My Little Pony

Ace Attorney

Sonic

Legend of Zelda

Precure

Mewkledreamy

Chobits

Idolm@ster

Pretty Boy Detective Club

Enstars

Sanrio Danshi

Onegai My Melody

JewelPet

Sugarbunnies

Serial Experiments Lain

Hime Gal Paradise

Don’t Toy With Me, Miss Nagatoro

Genshin Impact

Sam and Max

Komi Can’t Communicate

Persona 

Your Turn To Die

Show By Rock

Asago to Kase san

Artiswitch

SoniAni

The Midnight Gospel