ð An alter who fantasizes about causing/wants to cause harm, whether to the system or body or those outside of it, but does not act on their desires. This may be due to being reformed, being a holder of some sort (e.g. intrusive thought, anger, etc.) or otherwise.
ð This was coined because our ideator (that's me!) desired a more specific term for her experiences.
ð Subtypes + boundaries below the cut. Any instances of 'ideator' can be replaced with 'ideation holder'.
ð Internal Ideator - An Ideator who fantasizes specifically about causing internal harm to the system or the body.
ð External Ideator - An ideator who fantasizes specifically about causing external harm to people outside of the system.
ð Bideator (bi-/internal-external ideation holder) - An ideator who fantasizes about causing both internal and external harm.
ð Fluctiator (fluct-ideation holder) - An ideator whose fantasies change aim depending on the situation, their mood or any other factors.
ð Fluxiator (flux-ideation holder) - An alter who is only sometimes an ideator, e.g. after being triggered or when upset.
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"endo" includes anyone who defines their origin as non-traumagenic or is in support of non-traumagenic systems.
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